What does my brain do while I’m not paying attention? Really, one moment it has a perfectly legible train of thought and then everything kaleidoscopes and I’m happy or sad or thinking in another language. People tell me I’m bipolar. Really, I just can’t stay in one mood for a while. I want to experience everything, see all the possible things I could have done, so that’s what I do, or at least that’s what my brain wants me to do, and I barely keep up, just doing whatever seems logical in that split millisecond of breath.