it was kind of like an organized mess. people running around, careless yet determined, sad yet motivated, and so unaware. all of them, functioning while unaware. Funny when you are planning on going somewhere new, you try and try not to imagine what the place will look like and be like because you know you’re never right. i was so wrong. i tried not to think at night and now the truth is stuck in my head when i lay myself down to sleep in this safe home of mine. i have so much land all to myself, and now i see how much land i really have. everywhere i go, so much room to breath. it’s different on the other side of the world. it’s different in every different place. it’s kind of like… ridiculous.