• albusd commented on the post, whether 8 months, 2 weeks ago

    whether to go or to stay, to sleep to dream no more. i have nothing except what i’m attempting to steal from Shakes.

  • albusd commented on the post, sustain 8 months, 2 weeks ago

    sustain me. help me to grow. food, water, shelter, help me have these things. nurture my soul, sustain my life force.

  • albusd commented on the post, miracle 8 months, 2 weeks ago

    life. the biggest miracle of all. i was truly amazed at the love that overwhelmed me the first time I seen her. so small and vulnerable. so amazingly beautiful. love, embodied. overwhelming love.

  • albusd commented on the post, want 9 months, 1 week ago

    want. desire. this is a battle i struggle with every day. she doesn’t know that i want her. she has no idea how much i desire to be with her. walking, holding hands, enjoying the day.

  • albusd commented on the post, concept 9 months, 1 week ago

    the concept. “Do you get the concept?” that’s one of my favorite questions. i really like understanding things completely. Getting the whole concept.

  • albusd commented on the post, manners 9 months, 1 week ago

    i’ve been told i have good manners. i see manners as becoming more and more of an issue. i meet young people that have terrible manners, and some that have impeccable manners. there seems to be no middle ground […]

  • albusd commented on the post, substances 9 months, 1 week ago

    substances give our life meaning. they add to the wealth of your creation. they can also take way from it as well. they need to be used responsibly.

  • albusd commented on the post, assaults 9 months, 2 weeks ago

    The smell assaulted their senses. Their eyes watered. Their throats burned. It was brutal agony.

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  • albusd commented on the post, secret 9 months, 2 weeks ago

    everyone has a secret. its getting them to tell you the secret that’s the trick. knowing the secret opens up the relationship. i helps you understand the person better. guard your secret, but not too much.

  • albusd wrote about the word sacrifice 1 year, 6 months ago

    sacrifice is what i try to do. sacrifice my time and my ability. like Jesus. sacrifice my life for my friends and family.

  • albusd wrote about the word radical 1 year, 6 months ago

    radical. this was a slang word when i was in high school. it meant something was cool or out of the ordinary. now it means someone who isn’t in line with the mainstream line of thinking. anything ‘out of the box’ can be labeled radical.

  • albusd wrote about the word secretary 1 year, 8 months ago

    the secretary is an indispensable person. she makes sure the entire organization keeps working. i say she, because mine is a she. not for any generic stereotype.

  • albusd wrote about the word missed 1 year, 9 months ago

    i wish to be missed. not in the here in now, but in the next life. after the crossing has been made, i wish to be missed. not sadly missed, but joyously missed. celebrated for the relationships i have had.

  • albusd wrote about the word deer 1 year, 9 months ago

    she was waiting in the woods as we approached. frightened and alone. she pranced away, but slowly, giving one last look to the strangers walking through her forest.

  • albusd wrote about the word rise 1 year, 11 months ago

    i rise in the morning. well it’s really like a slow grinding uphill climb.

  • albusd posted a new activity comment: 1 year, 11 months ago

    this is really good. i really like the near rime of man and hands. well done.

    In reply to - Elise McKenna wrote about the word corner On the corner is a man, Who once had the whole world in his hands. But he gambled it all away, And now with the passing of each day, He stands on the corner, No longer a man but a mourner, For the family he lost and poverty he gained. • View
  • albusd wrote about the word forgetting 1 year, 11 months ago

    i am constantly in the mode of forgetting. forgetting past loves, past dissapointments. forgetting takes time, precious time. time that is wasted in the pursuit of lovers and can never be regained.