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i swear to god I can’t do any of this anymore…i just can’t, i’ve been feeling like this for too long..it feels like years, so many years…but its only been a few months of this depression..I don’t see an end to this feeling, only distractions which aren’t even around anymore…and I want to speak but I can’t and wouldn’t do any good anyway, I’m going to go crazy, I’m going to insane, I don’t know what to do, I don’t know what people want me to do, I’m the most confused out of place human being in the world, I miss my old life, I miss my old family, I miss my old everything…but none of its coming back, how did all of this happen?…was it a domino effect? Truthfully I have no idea, somehow these dominoes need to get picked up and I need to get out of this or I might actually just shut down..for good. goodnight everything.