Pulling me down to the core of the Earth. Tatted into my skin and unable to release. We all have an anchor in our lives. Mine will be the end of me.
Cold water runs and drips down each fragile limb. The drain capturing every speck of dirt from her body and mind. She’ll start a new day today.
Once you’ve reached the bottom of the barrel, you cannot escape its structure alone. Trapped inside you must call, and reach for a helping hand with no hesitation. Then you will be free.
All of my actions and attempts have made me sure that I am no better than he…
I’ve stooped to his level
I’ve shot that low blow
I feel no better
Than you’d like to know
Those others looking over here
They see it all so differently than I
I’d question, but am afraid to annoy.
Maybe I don’t need to know.
Maybe I’m not specifically told so that I may sort things out on my own.
Opening my eyes wide.
That boastful little devil. Four digital spaces of death. Laying my eyes upon it once more, just in case… That damn clock presented each number viciously. Mocking me all night long, and tracking my sleep deprivation once again.
Every attempt to pay close attention to the way I have presented myself to the endless number of people I’ve encountered this semester has failed. Still that cowering shy girl. Will the new year present me with new found bravery and confidence?
The news was presented to me in such a way that drove me completely mad. Lying on the floor staring up at the ceiling. Tearing up with each word that slowly came out of my mouth. The first emotion was disappointment, rejection, and fear unattainable dreams… the second: shock and joy.
A late night rant… Less art more heart. I love my friends, but…
I would rather not have friends at all.
I don’t want anyone to have to put up with me.
When two of your friends are dating, they can gossip about you to each other, but you can’t say a thing.
At the end of the day I’m young, wrong and stupid.
I want everyone to go away. I make my own decisions and have my own emotions.
I am a human being… Not just some kid who doesn’t know any better and is a nuisance to you.
If I bother you, then leave. I’ve come too far now to change for you and your bull.
That goes for anyone reading…
”The train is leaving, you can get on board or you can hide in the bushes and watch”
… or something like that.
Originally posted 12/6 but there was an error.
Selfish. Immature. Self centered. Uncaring. Bitchy. Quiet. Annoying. Nasty. Egotistical. Stupid. Kid.
You think they’d all say it tomorrow?
They may have to…
In a universe so large, Earth is merely an object being tossed around in organized chaos. Not paying any more attention to us than another planet, star or being…
A papery division with two cherished yet broken records pasted to the other side. A small piece may be fixed while another is broken. When the problem is problematic & knows it’s at fault… it needs to help.
No place for help in a party of two. No thank you.
Curiosity kills the cat, lets hope nothing beats it there.
Saying I’m stressed for finals would be the biggest understatement of the year.
A surprise occurred in my life
’Lift(ing) me up
Pick(ing) me up’
Getting ready to fly.
On my way up.
Never to come down again.
Coffee and spices fill the air as I type away at my mac. Typing and typing, sipping and sipping. Quiet chatter in the back. Warm chair. Cold windows. The local coffee shop inspires every inch of my being to be… me.
Simple yet enticing. Makes me want to know more of the story.
Funny how todays word coincides with the current thought of changing my area of study. Maybe it’s a sign to do something about it.
I want to feel your presence so badly. I search for signs everywhere I go. I close my eyes and try to just feel. Why is it that she can feel it? Are you purposefully isolating me? Or does she really need it more? Help me understand.
If I could bury my head ten feet into the sand right now, it would happen.
That horrible sinking feeling in your chest.
Spreading to every inch of your body.
Like gravity pulling you down with all its might.
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