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ban-a-bomb commented on the post, various 7 months, 2 weeks ago
There were various things in my mind. Things that i could not unthink. Things I couldn’t escape. I tried ignoring them but when i do, It seems that their voices become louder, become stranger and when I do […]
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ban-a-bomb commented on the post, porter 9 months ago
well I don’t know what this means. Screwed that my 15 year old mind don’t even know the meaning of porter. This sucks.
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ban-a-bomb commented on the post, statement 9 months, 3 weeks ago
I’ve lost control and have it in so many ways. this week has been the most pretentious week and to say that I’ve been slowly breaking is an understatement. I’m not living, yes I laugh i smile but theres nothing in […]
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ban-a-bomb commented on the post, suspects 10 months ago
this week has been fun. Though it was quite disappointing, it was fun. He has a new girl in his life and we’re all opposed to it. For me, i don’t know if its because i liked him or if its because of the other […]
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ban-a-bomb commented on the post, adviser 10 months, 1 week ago
I am my own adviser. I tell no one what I think and I tell my stories to no one. I sort things out by myself. Maybe this is why I often feel alone. I don’t let others in. This is my fault. I’ve changed
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ban-a-bomb commented on the post, suggestion 10 months, 1 week ago
I have nothing to lose. I’ll do anything just to make myself alive again. I’ll take every suggestions even the ones that could take my life. I’d rather be in danger than in constant misery. I wanna live again. I wanna live.
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ban-a-bomb commented on the post, turbine 10 months, 1 week ago
The engines were gone. But I can still feel the roaring of the turbine. Maybe this is what happens when everything you believe in betrays you. I was there, I was staring in space, I was aware but It didn’t matter. […]
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ban-a-bomb posted a new activity comment 10 months, 1 week ago
thanks
In reply to - ban-a-bomb commented on the post, modem I crashed. I wasn’t supposed to, I was’t meant for this but I crashed. I gave in. This modern world, though advanced, killed simplicity. Things are a lot more complicated. And I don’t know how to handle it. • View -
ban-a-bomb commented on the post, bucket 10 months, 1 week ago
I’d talk about a bucket full of tears but I’ve grown tired of being sad all the time. You’re the only person who has ever affected me this way and its got to stop. I’m happy, I’m complete. You talking to me would […]
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ban-a-bomb commented on the post, science 10 months, 2 weeks ago
What is life? I never really understood the science of it. I mean, why are we alive? why are we here? why were we created? was it for a purpose, Were we meant to do something remarkable? Why do we die? why do we hurt?
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ban-a-bomb commented on the post, modem 10 months, 2 weeks ago
I crashed. I wasn’t supposed to, I was’t meant for this but I crashed. I gave in.
This modern world, though advanced, killed simplicity. Things are a lot more complicated. And I don’t know how to handle it. -
ban-a-bomb commented on the post, modem 10 months, 2 weeks ago
There is no modern romance. And yes, I proved that today. I started believing it a long time ago but my hopes were held high last summer and I got lost. I fooled myself into believing that maybe there is. It was a […]
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ban-a-bomb commented on the post, harness 10 months, 2 weeks ago
I felt weak. I felt happy. I was weak yet happy, I never knew that this could happen. I never thought that I would feel this but I do. It feels like I’m jumping, without harness. Though I was given the chance to […]
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ban-a-bomb commented on the post, motion 10 months, 2 weeks ago
Today was another day that sent my adrenal glands pumping. You spoke to me. You actually went and spoke to me. I was always the one to start the conversation but this day was different. You set my heart in motion. […]
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ban-a-bomb commented on the post, chills 10 months, 2 weeks ago
I wish I was with him. He always gave me the chills. I don’t really know why but whenever i see him, I always feel crept out. Maybe because the thought of having someone like seemed to good to be true. It was […]
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ban-a-bomb commented on the post, chills 10 months, 2 weeks ago
All day in bed. Sweater on a rainy day. I laid there half awake, with the music of silence ringing, i was at peace. I