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catachan wrote about the word honest 1 year, 10 months ago
Those were his honest feelings. Whether they were pure one second, or had an agenda behind it all that emerged later, should be beside the point. He was only feeling what he was feeling, and doing what he was doing. How ironic that good intentions can become irresponsibility with the flip of a coin.
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catachan wrote about the word crush 1 year, 10 months ago
It’s crushing. I know it is. You don’t think I don’t know that sheer determination won’t help me win my battles? It takes skill, it takes brains, it takes preparation, it takes hard work, it takes money. You don’t think I know? But this is the first step. This is the Will. And I am [...]
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catachan wrote about the word lust 1 year, 11 months ago
There’s sex with someone you love and then there’s just sex. That’s all there ever was to it. Lust is something we all have to deal with.
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catachan wrote about the word morals 1 year, 11 months ago
“Moral Relativism is an excuse. It’s something people come with because their concept of ‘right and wrong’ got screwed up somewhere.” Really? To me, morals factor into the means. I don’t have a specific set of rules – “I only know what feels good and what feels bad after.” And even then, something you do [...]
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catachan wrote about the word antlers 1 year, 11 months ago
Antlers. That was ran through his mind in big bold letters as he stared at the great beast in front of him. If you took those away, it would be a very beautiful beast – a calming sight, something you’d probably take to as a kid instantly. More importantly something your parents would let you [...]
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catachan wrote about the word failed 1 year, 11 months ago
A failed attempt. You did not reach me. Every quiet gesture, every awkward, overwrought action. All your efforts, all the attempts you’ve made. You did not reach me. Is it so hard to unlock another person’s heart?
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catachan wrote about the word history 1 year, 11 months ago
What makes history? The winners of course. History is shaped by whatever the winners deem correct. How did we win the war, is easily translatable to how ‘they’ lost the war. It’s often at times the best intentions get waylaid by simple things – the ‘right’ version of events, whatever that could possibly be, are [...]
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catachan wrote about the word intense 1 year, 11 months ago
The feelings are always so intense. A rooted, uncomfortable twist so deep inside of me I can’t get rid of no matter what I do. But you know what? This awkwardness, this anxiety, never comes from the feelings, I have for you – no. It always comes from my discomfort over what you might be [...]
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catachan wrote about the word cells 1 year, 11 months ago
He knew it down to very pore of his body, ever cell of his being. He knew there was no going back, that the way was closed. He knew how she felt. And for the first time, he felt like throwing up.
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catachan wrote about the word smile 1 year, 11 months ago
Ha, what irony, that when I sat myself down to write, instead of encountering the same problem I’ve always had – finding it impossible to think and write outside the universe of my book, I find the one word that makes me remember you. You taught me to smile. You made me aware of every [...]
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catachan wrote about the word train 1 year, 11 months ago
There was a train separating him and the next world. A train that stretched forever, taking her further and further away. That was how messed up this situation was – it wasn’t that he couldn’t get there, or that he was incapable of getting to the other side, it was just that there was a [...]
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catachan wrote about the word corner 1 year, 11 months ago
He backed his way into the corner.
“Get away from me.” He said flatly.
“Oh?” Vesper asked. “What are you afraid of?” she asked. “All I’m asking is that you get into these ropes here….”
“Vesper. I am serious. Do not come near me with those.”
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