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Christian commented on the post, slight 1 year ago
I slightly hate you
every time I see your face I throw up a little bit
just in the back of my throat
I’ll be able to swallow it and put on a smile
but just know- I don’t give a fuck about what you think
soon […] -
Christian commented on the post, capture 1 year, 1 month ago
capture my heart in a cage of glass
you can’t ignore me, my feelings won’t pass
broken promises begin to mean less
for you alone my love I’ll confess -
Christian posted an update in the group
They said… 1 year, 1 month agoYou think too much. Stop thinking and just live your life.
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Christian commented on the post, temper 1 year, 1 month ago
When I’m upset I bite my lip
I don’t stomp my feet or shout
no visible posture changes with hands placed on hips
instead– I clench down with almost pearly whites,
letting the anger outand when the blood […]
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Christian commented on the post, pattern 1 year, 2 months ago
A patterned sweater shows how voluptuous you really are
I quickly turn my head so as not to stareBut as the evening passes
And after countless tipped glassesI get lost in you
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Christian commented on the post, balloon 1 year, 2 months ago
I see the weightlessness of my words every day
as I speak they rise like a helium balloon and never reach the intended receiver’s ears
to be unheard is difficult
to be ignored is unbearable -
Christian wrote about the word collar 1 year, 3 months ago
The class differential that divides relationships that could be The perfect couple separated by the color of their father’s shirt He saw the potential, a pearl in a clam under the sea His parents forbade it saying, “we don’t associate with dirt.” The calamity endured was hardly deserved and the pain no longer buri-able sure [...]
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Christian posted an update in the group
What's on your mind?: 1 year, 3 months agoSo I worked really hard for this weekend– finishing my school so I have no homework. I was going to live it up and my brothers place. It just so happens I started to get sick Friday night. Typical.
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Mind over matter!
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Christian posted an update: 1 year, 4 months ago
The re-distillation of fears is poison
Like the top inch of vodka in a home brew disaster
blink twice– and you’ll not see again
darkness in place of light seems nice to me
but if you remain you’ll be lost in a seascape
with loneliness and regrets too vast to escape -
Christian wrote about the word bridge 1 year, 4 months ago
To bridge the gap between my inability to write poetry would be great. :p
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Christian wrote about the word clamp 1 year, 4 months ago
Your name
it clamps my insides every time I hear it
I feel unforgotten memories being regurgitated every time I remember you
I wish I could move past this. -
Christian wrote about the word fireplace 1 year, 4 months ago
It’s to hot here
and not the kind of hot where you want to stay
overly sympathetic to burns and scars of others around you
just shut up and listen
we’re not telling stories because we want your pity
we just want to share
listen–
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Christian wrote about the word temple 1 year, 5 months ago
my body is a temple one that I intend to burn to the ground here is the church here is the steeple lock the doors and burn all the people no scream is loud enough no pleading cry will convince me to do otherwise my mind is set on a one track course Burn Fire [...]
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Christian wrote about the word palette 1 year, 5 months ago
A gaping hole that will haunt my life and complicate everything.
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Christian wrote about the word obey 1 year, 5 months ago
Obvious ploys for a higher calling
Benevolent acts to build self esteem
Envious cries for manufactured goods
Young fiery adolescents trying to fit inSociety will mold you into a perfect likeness of a shell
Hard on the outside– empty within -
Christian wrote about the word slouch 1 year, 5 months ago
You slouched it’s one thing I never told you hunching over to put your elbows on your knees you looked at me and smiled I was completely enticed with you a colossal wave overcame me but a bigger one came over you his name is a smoking slave creeping over every aspect of your day [...]
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Christian wrote about the word dim 1 year, 5 months ago
in a dimly lit room with swaying light fixtures shadows cast on the wooden base seem to crawl I’m reminded of being drunk the whole room rocks back and forth, or are those my legs? balance is the least of my concerns because sitting in the corner is a dark figure his face is to [...]
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Christian wrote about the word rules 1 year, 5 months ago
Rules
I set them to break them
I set a trap for myself
so when I fall for the luscious mirage I fall hard
I become entrenched in a pit of mud
the walls so slippery they can’t be scaled
when I’m stuck so deep–
why would I ever be surprised? -
Christian posted an update in the group
Happy thoughts: 1 year, 5 months agotoday I took the first step
I admitted that I need help
things will change for the better
I haven’t been defeated
I know that with help I will get through this
I just needed helpso instead of giving up I’ve decided to change my outlook.
this isn’t the end
it’s a beginning
I’ve only just begun to show my full potential -
Christian and
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The re-distillation of fears is poison
Like the top inch of vodka in a home brew disaster
blink twice– and you’ll not see again
darkness in place of light seems nice to me
but if you remain you’ll be lost in a seascape
with loneliness and regrets too vast to escape View
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