i cant explain how it feels,
transcendent and concrete,
listening to your breath,
i am patient. the patterns that i walk on are misleading. patience can derail you, but resilience is what stands your worth. i am a patient in this universe.
maze, im lost.
life, i’m amazed.
never know where its gonna take me,
scared as all hell, but ready because it is all just a maze.
give me glory, for i am a maze
below i see a blank space.
below i see a bed.
below i see my fear of movement,
below i see the inevitable change,
below i see decisions i have to make,
and this is all just below me.
it is nothing but the simplest of things that i can no longer give up on
automatic. like the race in my brain when i awake. automatic like the breath i take in the wind. automatic like my soul’s scream.
heres the evidence.
the concrete substance you use to base all decisions.
just analyzing evidence.
you got no where to go from up here.
because evidence is the bare minimum.
Nothing is truly obsolete. Obsolete diminishes value. But who is to say that the dollar represents an objects value. I value things that many say are outdated, not up to par, but no, they are not obsolete.
i AM determined as ever to not trust everything im told.
naive days are over.
you know you’ve been sleeping too much of your life away when realtors think they can take advantage of your dollars. no way no way, determined to be independent.
strength is something we take for granted.
i get sick and realize that my immune’s system strength all year was amazing but i didnt realize what it was worth til now.
strength in mind, because so many times we dont realize how strong we are until its too late.
is there a purpose to all madness?
never, sometimes the purpose is no purpose at all.
and that is just beautiful because everyone needs a break from purpose.
a life full of purpose makes everything boring.
in the executive chair. getting in control. because all you kids have been thinking you run this. but this time no, im taking charge. dont let anyone think they are superior over you.
digital is what makes us move, at least that is what you first perceive. but the digital world that keeps track of time is all that holds us back from our potential free intuitive spirit
they are watching you. they are waiting its your moment. but it really isnt, let go of that stress, its unproductive. the world is the audience, not the people in wich are in it.
classic, like the oldest style ipod. its clearly the best. so why is everyone constantly looking for the new cool style of technology. granted its no record player, but to be classic is to be genuine. and genuine classic things are what make this world worth living in.
why are we living like our lives were structured for us to be a certain way, stop following what you’re told is normal.
no i will not get married and raise my kids, i’ll be alone and adopt, and i’ll be awesome. because fuck structure, it doesn’t exist.
woven like a quilt your grandmother makes for you. she sits all day thinking of you and devotes her whole being. but you get it and think its just a woven blanket.
however the day starts it does not matter. because no matter what your thoughts are for the day, no matter how inspirational you may feel its the enviroment and the people in it that actually influence how your day actually goes.
approaching diamonds. thats what I tell myself. I’m not sure I can face disapointment, so yeah im approaching the world. because diamonds have become the world. and you can do nothing but approach it.