There we lay.
So close, and so far away from one another.
I can feel you breathing.
Slow. Soft. Simple.
Breathe me in.
Breathe me out.
Your eyes flicker,
open and closed.
Our eyes meet,
you smile […]
I need someone to help me
but I won’t let anyone near me.
I’m too scared
I wish I could
but I can’t.
I can’t let anyone know how messed up I am.
people are selfish,
humans are the most inhumane creatures created.
Most people suck.
Let’s put all of the good people in one place,
and all the evil ones somewhere else,
like heaven and hell,
but while […]
perfection is dysfunctional.
chaos is reality.
beauty is the truth in it all that no one ever sees.
held up inside,
a tower just for me
where all my secrets lie,
waiting to sail across the sea.
To free myself
from this prison I made
strung up my own chains
to keep everyone out.
Now I’m locked in, […]
plug it in.
turn up the music.
turn off the world.
tune it all out.
tune in to the melody.
the harmony of life.
but silence is loud,
when all you hear is your heart.
your veins screaming for release.
I am bending over backwards.
trying so hard to get to you.
Do hearts flex?
they ache, that’s for sure.
as fast as I run, away from all of this.
stillness is still all around me.
I keep trying to get away from it,
but it’s chasing me.
I’m getting nowhere so fast,
but I keep trying, keep going,
because I can’t […]
when I was younger I always spelled whether like weather. I would confuse my teachers, and friends who read whatever I wrote. And even though i knew it was wrong, I kept doing it. Maybe I just forgot… or maybe I […]
“It’s a miracle!” she shouted as she ran into my room.
“I found someone to love me.”
“That isn’t surprising, everyone loves you.”
“No, not really.”
The truth was, everyone loved her.
I refuse to back down,
to give up
to give in
to let go
to hold on.
I refuse to be a part of your sick twisted world.
I’ll be who I want,
do what I want.
I refuse to be what you want me to be,
who I want […]
I always think of the best lines at the worst of times.
Inside? or outside? my side? or your side?
side? that isn’t specific enough.
there are pleanty of sides,
far too many if you ask me.
the thought never entered my mind.
i have no idea what to say.
and that right there is a concept on it’s own.
If nothing matters, then why bother about my fucking manners?
if you aren’t going to say thank you, why should I say please?
as if I’m fucking begging you to give a shit.
What a lie, all this medication. they shove it down my throat.
As if I need it. I’m not crazy.
I just want to dream while I’m awake.
That way I can sleep when I’m sleeping.
Because I haven’t slept in […]
with one quick swift motion,
she turned my whole world upside down.
the way she smiled,
the way she flipped her hair back
as if to impress me.
in which it did,
not that I’d ever tell her.
because in one […]