…I’m sorry. I want to just stay with you. Forever, I feel like only you truly ever understood me. But, I don’t want you. I want him. He doesn’t understand me like you do…….At least not yet. Can you hurry up? And grow up? Stop thinking of your stupid past. Stop thinking of her. Think of me. Think of your future. Think of the people who ACTUALLY appreciate you. Because I know I appreciate you. Just being there…..I just want you there. To trust me, to befriend me, to support me, to be there. For me, and maybe, if I’m really that insecure, only me. Maybe you can understand why I’m criticizing. Maybe you can understand why I want to know more. Maybe you can understand why I stare……..Maybe. Maybe isn’t enough.