• Ellie commented on the post, trap 9 months, 3 weeks ago

    I’m being trapped by you. The 27th of this month you’ll let me go. But for now your getting ready to go away while you keep me in a shoe box with holes stabbed into the top. You’ll keep me under your bed and one […]

  • Ellie posted an update 9 months, 3 weeks ago

    How do you view past entries of your own?

  • Ellie commented on the post, quest 1 year ago

    Questing myself, launching myself into your body. Falling short of a new relationship with you. Realizing what she said was true. “I just define love on being able to do nothing for a really long time and be […]

  • Ellie posted an update in the group Group logoIn a world of my own 1 year ago

    In a world of my own, it would be like every good movie I’ve ever seen, all at once, on repeat.

  • abimonica commented on the post, engine 1 year ago

    the engine roared to life as he pushed the button. he was mad. so mad he just wanted to drive away into the horizon and never look back. how could she do this to him? how could she make all those promises and then […]

  • abimonica posted an update in the group Group logoThey said… 1 year, 3 months ago

    we’re just like everyone else. they just don’t get that.

  • abimonica commented on the post, medical 1 year, 3 months ago

    i started watching grey’s anatomy…its pretty cool. a lot of dirty medical stuff that gross you out but i like the story. its worth a try for everyone :)

  • Ellie commented on the post, maze 1 year, 3 months ago

    The maze in your head was nothing compared to the holes in your pocket. You say you don’t care, and you love her. But what happens when I love you? I tried telling myself it wouldn’t work. “I saw how you looked at […]

  • abimonica commented on the post, epic 1 year, 3 months ago

    epic!! the one word that properly describes today!! the awesome photos i uploaded of the fun me and my friends had over the weekend.. me playing basketball after millions of years!! and still being good at it :D […]

  • abimonica posted an update in the group Group logoIt was kind of like… 1 year, 3 months ago

    it was kind of like she had no idea what was going on, yet she seemed to be the only one who was right about everything. so what if nobody understood? as long as their disillusionment was contained among themselves she didnt care. of course sometimes she felt betrayed but then again, they were her best friends. they would never do anything to hurt her.would they?

  • Ellie wrote about the word dusk 1 year, 5 months ago

    It’s my birthday today and all I want is you. I’m a walking-talking cliche, but I don’t even know who YOU are anymore. I have any idea shared between a few people but all I know is my stomach is about to jump me and I feel like shit and I just cried after getting [...]

  • Ellie wrote about the word sneaky 1 year, 5 months ago

    There’s this boy that is sneaky. I had heard of him and his ridiculous nickname. Never actually had the pleasure of meeting him and sure as hell not smoking and drinking with him. He stood around the fire in that green sweatshirt and talked about the Occupy Movement. We smoked and drank together and when [...]

  • abimonica wrote about the word marble 1 year, 5 months ago

    i remember when we were kids all my class guys used to play marbles all the time… there’d like a million holes in the ground that we keep stepping into.. always at the risk of getting a sprain lol

  • Ellie wrote about the word shuffle 1 year, 6 months ago

    The grass and sun is melting all around me, I can’t help but think of my new home. The shit I won’t ever get tired of. The shit my body longs for. Cheap cigarettes and expensive prides. Fake McDonald’s, and real plants. Mud used medically and weeds grown sporadically. Freckles on dark skin and a [...]

  • Ellie wrote about the word solitaire 1 year, 6 months ago

    I love you, I love you, I don’t love you anymore. You’re not what I want now. Cobachi, Sonora, Mexico is my dream. My ridiculous dream. My en-ethical dream. We’ve fallen in love. From it’s caves, to it’s ranches, and beautiful people.

  • Beginning I never truly understood what was happening. He seemed ready and willing boasting about his cream filling. The pills berry dough boy said to me, try some of my cooking it’s free.

  • I’m finally found but constantly lost

    fighting with people whatever the cost

    weak but afraid of all the mistakes I made

    never expecting to ever get paid

    fall through the cracks wish you stayed

  • Ellie posted an update in the group Group logoWhat's on your mind?: 1 year, 6 months ago

    I’m happy for the first time in weeks. I feel in love accidentally last night with my baristo. He gave good conversation and good espresso. He was nice.

  • Ellie wrote about the word profound 1 year, 6 months ago

    You had the likeness about you that people were quickly attracted to and when they found out you had an std they talked shit about you behind your back. They didn’t want to be around you anymore. You were a disease in the punk rock scene which wasn’t really punk rock of you. I hope [...]

  • Ellie wrote about the word passionate 1 year, 6 months ago

    Inadequate compassion is what you always held and always denied. You don’t believe in anything but you believe in love. You don’t understand it, but you still believe in it. Kind of like Santa Claus. I ruined everything because now your sober and now Halloween is over.

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