I can’t help but count the minutes
every second passing slowly on my fingers
I can smell the sun
it will be a sweltering day
a sweaty mess
but I’ll be happier than time
and the wait will have been worth […]
A GIANT PUDDLE OF TEARS SURROUNDS ME AND IT’S MADE OF BLOOD AND BABIES
needles and pins, sprinkled on my feet and crowding in bunches are my toes, somehow eager to jump and pinch my skin, little bugs whispering in excitement on my heels. they’re jittery and happy.
What if the roles were reversed? When I wasn’t sheltered and tethered by pain all the time and you were? When I wasn’t treated like a child and I could say “too bad” like a pompous wall of emotionlessness and you […]
I had a feeling we’d get along. Both in the same moment, trapped and captivated by the breaths you take and the sighs I let out. My hand raises up, limply acknowledging I’m here. You do too, shortly after. Both […]
moments frozen in time, time that drags with each seconds and rolls over into minutes into hours and days. until weeks have gone by and moments flash past and even with the biggest hands it’s impossible to snatch […]
And the sky had tears in its eyes
it grew dark
to believe that things would change.
stalked by shadows and
battles with creatures
beckoning for dawn.
She needs everything to be glittery. All of her materialistic nonsense. It’s all got to have a silver lining. Dressed in diamonds and money. Sparkling everywhere, a wonderland of superficiality. It makes me sick, how she pays more attention to her platinum universe than she does me. My fucking sister, that jappy bitch.
I deserve more than this. I deserve to be happy, and to be held when it’s cold. When the night falls, I deserve a big fluffy blanket and a mug of hot chocolate to keep me warm. And in the morning, I deserve the sun. The sun to make me smile. My smile to light [...]