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Lovely. I can’t seem to write today. It’s just one of the those days? You know them fondly, don’t you? The day when you are happy, but at the same time gloomy. Self-confident, but still second-guessing everything. Why must there be days like today? The days when you just want to put your make-up on, fix your hair-up pretty, and take a trip down to Atlantic City with Springsteen. If you’re not able to do something that elaborate… then just lay on a blanket in the park with the sun beating-down on your pale face. Sweet Disposition.

My largest distaste over the years has spawned off of common people like myself. I, myself, am a person who I dislike. However, don’t we all have a feeling of negativity towards ourselves at times? I know I do when I truly realize what I did. At times, I really can’t stand myself. Though, I know I can change. Just like every other person I’m thinking about while writing this. They have the power to change themselves, yet they choose not to. The hope I have for them is that they will eventually see past their current ways, and look back on them with distaste as well. One can not change, nor can one cover-up their past. However they can change their future. Every second, every day is an opportunity to do such.