• phoetus wrote about the word icicle 1 year, 6 months ago

    i’m going to canada in a week. i’ve never been out of the county before, so i’m not really sure mentally how i should feel about it. i keep telling pepole i’m excited, because that’s how i think i should feel. but i don;t really know. i just feel pretty average about it. like, “oh, [...]

  • phoetus wrote about the word profound 1 year, 6 months ago

    i think that’s my problem. i keep wanting to write something profound that people will read and think “wow, look at that incredibly intelligent sixteen year old.” and then i end up sitting here writing something cheesy and hoping someone will like it, just hoping for attention of something, anything. see my use of commas [...]

  • phoetus wrote about the word husband 1 year, 6 months ago

    we got my mom one of these for her birthday the other day. not in the human sense. this one is grey and really soft. you sit on your bed with your back against it, like a cushioned, supportive headboard. when i was younger, she told me it was called a reader. liar. ;)

  • phoetus wrote about the word sacrifice 1 year, 6 months ago

    sacrifice. lambs. poor lambs. i never understood that. why does killing something else reestablish reaffirm rewhatever someone’s “faith”? or “commitment”? it doesn’t make sense. “i would do anything for you, including ‘kill this lamb’. watch me, see?”

  • phoetus wrote about the word shepherd 1 year, 6 months ago

    i just finished writing about religion, so of course i’m in a jesus-y mood. which kills me, because it seems so catholic-school-conventional. but there you have it. jesus is a shepherd. we are the flock. because that’s what the bible says. so it must be true. i’m not sure why i have a problem with [...]

  • phoetus wrote about the word automatic 1 year, 6 months ago

    automatic super sonic. the something something invention….something or other of hugo cabret. that was a good book. it was interesting. i hear there’s a sequel that just came out. well actually, i just saw it at the bookstore the other day. not sure what this one is about, but there’s an automaton in the first [...]

  • phoetus wrote about the word comfort 1 year, 6 months ago

    my dog lily. i made her when i was 7, at the build a bear in the mall. when i’m upset, like i am now, i curl up and rest my chin on her forehead. she has a bald spot there. then i lay. i just just lay there. or is it lie? whichever. i [...]

  • phoetus wrote about the word relate 1 year, 7 months ago

    its funny, because i was sitting here waiting in that millisecond between hitting “go” and seeing the word that pops up, in that millisecond between when the word pops up and when you register what the words actually is and what it means. so i was sitting here, and i thought “hm. i’m tired. i [...]

  • phoetus wrote about the word castle 1 year, 7 months ago

    this is my favorite tv show. i hate that this is what i think of first when i see this word, its so typical of my generation. i was hoping to use this to get better at writing, but then i see this word that used to mean all of these fantastical things to me, [...]

  • phoetus posted an update: 1 year, 7 months ago

    busy.

  • phoetus wrote about the word dull 1 year, 7 months ago

    i’ve been doing much too much science. well, it’s not that i’m doing too much, it’s just that it’s taking up so much of my time. i take too many notes. but then i need to stop and wait to be picked up and taken home before i can continue. because the point of my [...]

  • phoetus wrote about the word dull 1 year, 7 months ago

    history homework. i don’t know what my problem is. i have had this assignment due for a few days now, and i just have no interest in completing it. i open the textbook, read the chapter, then have to start over because i have absolutely no recollection of what i’ve just read. it’s driving me [...]

  • phoetus posted an update: 1 year, 7 months ago

    trying.

  • phoetus wrote about the word warfare 1 year, 7 months ago

    Warfare. this is such a powerful topic, too hard to write about in 60 seconds. so much to be said in 60 seconds. in 60 seconds,so much to say, but it takes less time than that for just one person to die. and less time than that for hundreds of people to die. in 60 [...]

  • phoetus posted an update: 1 year, 7 months ago

    ”learning.” (psh.)

  • phoetus wrote about the word scout 1 year, 7 months ago

    scout finch. boy, was she cool. i always thought she was funny. kind of wanted to be like her in a way. she had that sort of confidence that comes with being young and intelligent. she was really smart. i just always thought she was so interesting. i mean, who else would be able to [...]

  • phoetus wrote about the word scout 1 year, 7 months ago

    my pop pop was a scout leader, back in those days that are always referred to as “in those days”. my mom talks about it a lot. how he was different with the boys than he was at home. but she used to go with them all the time. he would fish with them and [...]

  • phoetus and Profile picture of Bill GBill G are now friends 1 year, 7 months ago

  • phoetus posted an update: 1 year, 7 months ago

    stress.

  • phoetus wrote about the word compassion 1 year, 7 months ago

    i am sitting here in barnes and nobel, pretending to do schoolwork, across from my other (who thinks she is convincingly pretending to do schoolwork as well, but I can see her phone. she isn’t very subtle). we just had an argument. per usual. so i am sitting here, after an argument with my mother, [...]

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