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Lorel commented on the post, refuse 9 months, 3 weeks ago
“I refuse, I refuse, I refuse…” I repeated over and over again in my head while biting back tears so hard that I soon tasted blood upon my tongue. I had loved you for much too long already and I had had enough […]
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Lorel commented on the post, carbon 9 months, 3 weeks ago
I thought all along that you were as essential as oxygen to my survival, to my making it in this world, to my ever fleeting happiness. I knew realistically that I would not physically die without you, but it […]
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Lorel commented on the post, half 10 months ago
I am half. Incomplete, an unfinished project maybe. I thought I saw a half in you and a void in need of filling; I rushed and stumbled to you so as to catch your porcelain soul from shattering upon the pavement […]
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Lorel posted an update 10 months ago
Each yesterday seems as though it were a dream. Disconnected and disoriented, I drift through moments as countless fragmented thoughts enter and flee my head like pedestrians at a busy intersection. Nothing makes sense any more and I can’t make sense of that. So I wait for my life to begin as though it hasn’t happened yet and dwell on things that have and yet have no importance here. This is not who I am, but the only self I had was the one that you kept as I walked out your apartment door. Who am I supposed to be now? Not you, nor I, nor anyone else can answer, and I am left to decide if this is an existential crisis or a metaphysical breakthrough.
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Lorel posted a new activity comment 10 months ago
Thank you! I read through your posts and really admire how you write. it is filled with feeling and I couldn’t not follow you after reading your thoughts.
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Lorel commented on the post, event 10 months ago
An event such as this should have been a happy one, she thought as she absently rubbed the tip of her thumb across the martini glass, but all she felt was emptiness. Watching the two lovers dance and seeing the […]
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Lorel commented on the post, concept 10 months, 1 week ago
A concept you were, so perfectly woven together with best case scenarios and hypnotic charm; your eyes so bright that I could barely stand to look at them. You are only as real to me as the thoughts drifting […]
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This is really interesting! It’s nice to see someone with a similar style to my own. :)
Thanks for the follow, btw!
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Thank you! I read through your posts and really admire how you write. it is filled with feeling and I couldn’t not follow you after reading your thoughts.
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Lorel changed their profile picture 10 months, 1 week ago
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Each yesterday seems as though it were a dream. Disconnected and disoriented, I drift through moments as countless fragmented thoughts enter and flee my head like pedestrians at a busy intersection. Nothing makes sense any more and I can’t make sense of that. So I wait for my life to begin as though it hasn’t happened yet and dwell on things that have and yet have no importance here. This is not who I am, but the only self I had was the one that you kept as I walked out your apartment door. Who am I supposed to be now? Not you, nor I, nor anyone else can answer, and I am left to decide if this is an existential crisis or a metaphysical breakthrough. View
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