• Becky wrote about the word coaster 2 years, 7 months ago

    Up and down and side to side and up then up and up and up and up and…

    Where are we going? Why are we stopping? I was just starting to get used to it, and then it’s over? Poop.

  • Becky posted an update in the group Group logoshare your psyche: 2 years, 7 months ago

    I love this place. It’s like a public diary. A place you can write what you really feel, but no one will judge you because… well… everyone’s the same inside.

    And now I feel like I should write a post that consists entirely of cliches. Much like MLIA. Only a parody and not as fake.

  • Becky posted an update in the group Group logodear you…love me: 2 years, 7 months ago

    Dear You,

    I love you with all my heart, just not in the way you would normally think. I love you enough to know that we could never be friends, no matter how hard we tried. Our beliefs, hobbies and interests are just too different. But I feel like I’m a better person just by knowing about your existence. You are so radically different from me and everyone else I know that you open my eyes every time you open your mouth.

    Yes, most every time you open your mouth to speak to me it’s some kind of disagreement or challenge, but it’s still worth listening to your point of view. I wish I could tell you, but you’d think I was more of a freak than you already do. I hope and pray that one day someone will be able to tell you this and appreciate all that you do just by being yourself.

    Love very muchly,
    Me

  • Becky posted an update: 2 years, 7 months ago

    I’m not a writer; I never have and I never will be. I just have a gift of being able to tell people straight up what I think. But that’s completely different from how I feel.

  • Becky wrote about the word help 2 years, 7 months ago

    Help me learn, help me see, help me guide, help me lead.
    That’s all I ask. That’s not too hard, is it?

  • Becky posted a new activity comment: 2 years, 7 months ago

    Man, I wish I knew you. I feel the same way.

    In reply to - Delilah posted an update in the group Truth: Truth is, I don’t know what I’m supposed to write here. So here we go. Tonight I realized a truth that I have been trying to ignore all my life. Never being close to any women, except my own mother, finding friends with good intentions has always been hard. Thought I found a real friend, someone who genuinely cared about me like I do for my own friends. Truth is, friendship isn’t as appealing to him as a relationship was and here I am, in this situation all over again. Being downgraded to more of a ”friend” than the type of wholehearted friendship I look for. Will I ever find it with anyone other than my mate? I hate the fact that every time I find this close, intimate friendship, it can be taken from me due to a breakup or the fact I do not want a relationship. What is this they even offer, not friendship truly? They only offer this sort of relationship with hopes of something in return. Truth is, I start to wonder if anyone really cares about anyone anymore. It’s like everyone has some interest of their own in mind. Truth is, I’m starting to wonder if anyone really offers unconditional friendship anymore. • View
  • Becky posted an update in the group Group logoTruth: 2 years, 7 months ago

    I’m going to Spain next year. Here’s the rest of the truth::

    I’m going to do what I always do. Disregard Hey Jude and lock everyone out so I don’t get hurt. Then when all of my old friends are gone and my new friends appear, I’ll have space. And then when I’ll only see my new friends on the internet, they’ll be locked out.

    At the rate I’m going, I won’t have any rooms left.

  • Becky joined the group Group logoTruth 2 years, 7 months ago

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  • Becky wrote about the word indistinct 2 years, 8 months ago

    Just go with it. It doesn’t have to be all laid out for you. Go out and do something spontaneous. Oh, God I sound like one of those lame motivational posters.

  • Becky posted an update in the group Group logodear you…love me: 2 years, 8 months ago

    Dear You,

    I love you.

    See, that wasn’t so hard. Now why can’t I actually say it in real life?

    (really) Love,

    Me

  • Becky posted an update in the group Group logoshare your psyche: 2 years, 8 months ago

    The reason that scientists can’t figure it out is because they’re leaving God out of the equation! Einstein had something good going on when he said that a single master principle could be used to describe everything in the universe. It’s already been explained.

    Just because religion gets in the way doesn’t mean the Bible is wrong. Going to the source and educating yourself on the times that it was written and understanding the flow of Hebrew, as well as it’s figures of speech, will help you understand the Bible much, much more and show us which parts are meant for us and what parts aren’t. So instead of pretending that science and God are separate, realize that God invented science. Why do you think math works so well? It’s not like man decided one day that 1 + 1 = 2. It was always like that.

    And, with that, the rest of life is up to you. You can choose to ignore this message (which many, I’m sure, have skipped over it as soon as they saw God mentioned) or you can choose to be an active Christian. Not one that sits in the pew and nods at whatever the preacher says.

    There’s something wrong when you never look at your Bible in church. There’s something very, very wrong.

  • Becky wrote about the word overjoyed 2 years, 8 months ago

    Jumping, leaping, running around! I can’t help myself! He just makes me so happy inside that I can hardly contain it! Whenever I’m with him I just smile stupidly and softly take his hand.

  • Becky posted a new activity comment: 2 years, 8 months ago

    That’s all anyone ever writes about. You just have to word it in a clever way so it doesn’t sound like it is. Not so simple.

    In reply to - abra posted an update in the group Stimulate the Senses: do you ever feel like all you write about is reflections? HELP! • View
  • Becky posted an update in the group Group logodear you…love me: 2 years, 8 months ago

    Dear You,

    I will fight you if you ever say anything bad about my friends, my race or my sisters ever again. You won’t survive the ride to the hospital.

    Love,
    Me

    P.S. Fuck you and your racist mindset.

  • Becky wrote about the word bleak 2 years, 8 months ago

    A faint light came from the top window. A light I can’t reach. It’s so wonderful and I can hardly even see it. I can never get out.

  • Becky posted an update in the group Group logoshare your psyche: 2 years, 8 months ago

    He is so removed from the world. He was born as a star, simply watching the silly people walk around the Earth with fascination. He grew to love the people and wished he could help them.

    He felt happiness when the small ones would ooh and aah at his sparkle, sometimes shifting to get an extra gleeful noise from them. He felt sadness and grief when he saw loved ones killing the other, or killing others for revenge. He felt rage when innocents died and when mothers left their children and when husbands didn’t keep promises.

    One day, another star passed by. He had never seen another star pass him by. He was much too far away from the others. All of his companions were old and died off long ago. He studied her glow and saw that she was doing good. What exactly she was doing, he didn’t know. He heard a single gasp from the Earth.

    ”Look! A shooting star! Make a wish!”

    A little girl clasped her hands together and whispered, ”Please send us some food.” The little girl’s mother heard her daughter’s wish and she put her soft hand on her daughter’s head. The shooting star whooped with delight and went out with a poof.

    He was intrigued and continued to watch this family of three. Over the next few days, neighbors began to notice the poor family and brought them home cooked meals and invited them over for dinner. In time, the entire community was brought together for the first time since the houses were built.

    He paused in his brilliance. He had never thought that he had that kind of power. Maybe he didn’t. He wouldn’t know until he tried. But he was scared that he would fall out of existence for nothing. What was waiting for him on the other side? Is there another side?

    Then… he decided it didn’t matter. He shifted farther than he had ever shifted before and slowly started. Soon, he picked up some speed.

    A tail! Here comes Earth! What am I doing?! I can’t do this! I’m insane! What was I–

    ”I wish that he will come home to me.”

    In a split second, he knew who she wanted home. Far away, in a place he had never paid attention to, a man was sitting alone in an airport. He was scared to be home, scared as to what he might find after years of not seeing his wife. He held his ticket home. This was the decision. To throw it away, or face his fears.

    The star screamed, ”Go home! It’s where you belong! Go to her! She needs you!”

    The man gripped his ticket and with a new hope, disappeared into a crowd of people.

    And so, the star sighed and blinked out.

  • Becky posted a new activity comment: 2 years, 8 months ago

    God is really fantastilastic, isn’t he? x]

    In reply to - abra posted an update in the group share your psyche: lately i have felt God in my life so much. i have been able to pick out temptation and deliver myself from it :) whether it be doing drugs, stealing money, or thinking bad thoughts of someone with God’s help no temptation is too much to over come. last night i had a dream that someone was pushing down hard on my body and i couldn’t breath. i was so scared. i felt like the force was the devil trying to enter my body. even before i woke up i knew i had to wake up> such a surreal feeling. i pray often and have realized that you come into this world alone and you will leave this world alone… but you should still spend lots of time with the people that make you feel happy and comfortable! GOD MADE YOU SO HE CAN LOVE YOU :) • View
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