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You’ve planted something-
Inside of me.
It lives,
feels,
eats,
and breathes.
You were the creator;
well, helped anyway.
And because of that;
I live,
feel,
eat ,
breathe,
and-
Love.

STOP.
my eyes slowly move up from the ground,
you approach me.
in the calmest manner.
my face turns the reddest shade of purple.
you soul engulfs me.
and mine meets yours half way.
LOVE.
it eats away at me,
everyday of my life,
I cannot seem to get the thought out of my head.
EVER.
It haunts me.
I wake up to it.
I like to say that every single being of the opposite sex,
is my soul mate.
and my brain forces me to.
BELIEVE.
I search every square inch for love,
LITERALLY.
just the sweet dreams my mind takes me away to;
using my body and the feeling of love being there.
surrounding me and that one other soul-
ADDICTING.
I need more.

There is something-
that lives inside me,
that lifts me;
when I’ve fallen so hard.
It picks me up.
and-
takes me away,
In the most calm and easy way-
any human could possibly imagine!
floating!
happiness surrounds me!
And who would’ve guessed-
this could happen to me?!!?
FLOATING!
I AM FLOATING, MY LOVE!
CAN YOU SEE ME?
HEY!
IT WON’T STOP!
HELLO!
I’M GOING TO FAR UP-
I CANNOT STOP
hello…
can anyone hear me-
all I see is white..
and dark; all at the same time.
where’d you go?
where’d life go?
Alas,
I am alone.

Judge me if you must.
but I?
I can do almost anything;
I can figure out almost everything.
I’m not a fucking idiot.
I am human,
I can create problems, or solve them;
almost instantly.
for you or others,
I have no preference.
I can move mountains for you,
Or drop them on your balls..
the choice is yours.
I will stay strong.
I am strong.
No being will ruin my life.
Ever again.
just because you’re unhappy with yourself
doesn’t mean I have to be as well-
Fuck you..
Having a dick makes you a male,
not a man.

My whole world is changing-
right before my eyes.
and yet,
you’re still here.
I feel like crying, though
every time you’re away.
I’m so hooked.
I cannot get enough.
and yet, I feel like its all going to end soon..
everything is way too perfect.
Nothing this good could possibly happen to me.
I’m not worth it.
this lump,
in my throat,
makes it crazy hard for me to swallow.
my heart races at a million miles a SECOND.
Christ, I love you .
way more than you could possibly imagine.
you are absolutely the unhealthiest thing for me.
every time my phone lights up,
i get butterflies in my stomach…
i want to tell you how i feel.
i just need to know that you feel the same way.
i desperately need to know.
i can already see it,
my world without you,
and i’d be crushed.
i hope you’re the one.
I love you so fucking much.
please choose to stay.

Just another day;
in the life of me-
same shit,
different toilet.
typical.
go figure.
shocker.
wake up.
go to work.
come home.
go to sleep;
but not tonight,
on the night of christmas eve,
i opened all my presents.
by myself;
i was supposed to wait…
like everyone else.
naughty.
haahahhh!
oh well.
as of right now;
its just me and my dog,
keeping each others company,
at least i have the lovely pleasure-
of saying i never sleep alone.
thanks to my faithful companion.
happy whatever doesn’t offend you holiday.

my mind is blank-
i can’t think
nerves fill my insides
they warm them
i’m scared
will i lose you?
i feel something strange in the air
you’re…
different
i’d die without you
don’t leave.

various substances,
i’e tried them.
Nothing, and I mean nothing-
has helped, or worked
or fucking anything.
To rid of the thought of you in my brain.
eating at my cell walls
Just get the fuck out of my […]

one being.
forever.
human beings.
one race.
nothing is sweeter.
than the moment we collide.
the earth begins to quake,
and suddenly-
we are intertwined.
and nothing,
can rip us apart.

I want to feel you in my bones
I do, in fact feel you in my bones-
you surround me
you’re the air, the water, the objects, everything.
I get this feeling when you are around me-
when you touch me.
when you […]