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t posted an update 6 days, 2 hours ago
”No, what’s selfish is to demand another to endure an intolerable existence, just to spare families, friends, and enemies of bit of soul-searching.”
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t commented on the post, simplify 1 week, 3 days ago
Allow me to simplify this for you. One of these days you will wake up, you will get out of bed and out of the blue, life will strike you. For the first time in your existence you will be face to face with reality. Life is no longer the rainbows and smiles that you try to force it to be; life is one unyielding burden. One of these days it will hit you – hard – and you will be awakened to the realistic depression that confronts the rest of those who lived their lives as lies.
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t posted an update 1 week, 6 days ago
I can feel my body begin to heat, a burning sensation that rises from the bottom of my stomach and reaching to my cheeks. amazing, really, the nerve of some people.
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t commented on the post, ensue 2 weeks, 3 days ago
I don’t believe that anyone could imagine that this past year would ensue in such vicissitude and discomfort. Never had it crossed my mind that even he would end the same way as everyone else, careless and satisfied.
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t commented on the post, enemies 2 weeks, 5 days ago
I am not one to make enemies, but I you want to stoop low I guarantee I can stoop lower.
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t posted an update 3 weeks, 4 days ago
I don’t put faith into anything that is not real. My future is not real; I have no plans beyond college, no intention of love or marriage, no dreams of where I will work or where I will live, I have no goals and cannot picture my adult self because my adult self will not exist. There is no way I will make it that far, so why waste time planning?
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t posted an update 3 weeks, 4 days ago
I couldn’t kill myself – I wouldn’t – I just wish – every day – that something would kill me.
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t commented on the post, burrow 4 weeks ago
based on recent observation, i have noticed i am different. for most people, a day begins by waking up in the morning and having a nice day until given a reason not to. for myself, a regular day begins dark and discomforting until something comes along to brighten it. on the frequent occasion that i burrow in my bed or avoid human contact, i unintentionally create my own depressing fate. asi es la vida!
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t posted an update 4 weeks ago
I pay four dollars a day just to have somebody ask me how I am doing.
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t posted an update 4 weeks, 1 day ago
I can feel the day approaching, the day that marks one year passed. an entire year where nothing has changed.
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t posted an update 1 month ago
When feelings like this arise I unfailingly resort to disposing of whatever requires the most attention in my life. The very moment I recognize what I attend to most is the moment I feel an unyeilding urge to erase it. I wish I could just understand this cycle.
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t commented on the post, creature 1 month ago
what kind of creature cannot feel love, cannot receive sympathy, cannot believe in anything beyond what eyes can see – what kind of creature must be so real? what kind of creature am I?
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t posted an update 1 month, 1 week ago
I am unsure as to whether or not I appreciate my attentive behavior. There is no effort put into the strength of my memory and recognition. Without raising my head from my book I recognized the voice of a girl I have never met – a stranger, but one who appears daily.
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t commented on the post, punished 1 month, 1 week ago
I no longer feel punished as a result of being alone. I enjoy the silence of being without comany.
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t commented on the post, plague 1 month, 2 weeks ago
i have been plagued by the same sickness that has overcome me time and time again. don’t touch me, don’t test me, don’t talk to me or try to fix me – there is no cure. i need real treatment and i need new changes. i need help.
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t commented on the post, tornado 1 month, 3 weeks ago
here comes the hurricane, the tornado of emotion. I wish I could help her, comfort her, but adaption is easier said than done.
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t commented on the post, blasted 2 months ago
call me weak, but hell, I lated this long. maybe it was all in my head, maybe it was avoidable, curable, maybe it just needed some attention. I never got that kind of attention, you know, the kind that focuses on my stability, on my wellness and happiness and aspirations. nobody questioned my motives or my interests beyond their existence, and nobody cared to wonder at all. I don’t blame anyone but myself. some people were just meant to be alone, and some of those people can’t stand to be alone for so long. if you find me blasted against a wall or in the comfort of my bathtub, don’t be alarmed. it was bound to happen some time.
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t commented on the post, startled 2 months, 3 weeks ago
I found myself startled at the realization of how few people I surround myself with. one, two, only three people in counting that I can truly tolerate. it’s a lonely lifestyle, but one I can’t prevent.
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t commented on the post, features 3 months, 2 weeks ago
there is not a more familiar feeling than the sudden ignition of what feels like flames gathering in my eyes. features tense, and temperatures rise as the rose colored clouds form around my collar.
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t commented on the post, swell 3 months, 2 weeks ago
It pains me to know I am such an envious soul. I see their achievements, I hear of their success, and I can’t help but think of what advantages they had in order to get there. This irrevocable state of mind never fails to lead to the infamous list of disadvantages that are present in my life – the things I wish to change but simply don’t have the power to control. One, just one day of confidence in myself, wouldn’t that be swell?
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