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jill commented on the post, manhattan 4 days, 12 hours ago
i shall never write about a place
in which i do not feel familiar
empirical data is a necessity
to produce anything of value
necessary
in order for your word to mean
anything -
jill commented on the post, wall 3 months, 2 weeks ago
Last night i watched the movie The Wall….
I hit a wall only to see
that i went all the way through
to the other side
where all was bright
and new
and waiting for me to come and explore
he was on the other side
smiling with one dimple gracing his left cheek
and i looked at him
only to find there was never a wall at all
that any wall that stood before
was nothing
in comparison to what was on the other side -
jill commented on the post, lord 4 months, 2 weeks ago
i am my own lord
we musnt look to the vast sky for answers to this earth
look down to your feet
look into the eyes of your peers
and ask yourself questions
and live
and experience
and find your own solutions
we needn’t have a lord
we only need our own capacity to reason -
jill commented on the post, soil 4 months, 3 weeks ago
he soiled himself
at the thought of death
he knew he had no control
and that alone was enough to break his nerves
he tried to dissolve the thoughts
but it was as if it was starring him in the face
and forcing the urine to deepen the shade of denim upon him -
jill commented on the post, season 5 months ago
i used to think my favorite season was summer
and then i experienced the crispness under my feet
as i traveled parallel to the creek
that carried suicidal leaves to their watery death
the movement of the water so subtle
only those who rode upon its surface
gave light to the fact it had any movement at all
the sky is pale
the trees are stripped as the hurricane depletes trees of their ephemeral color
and now all is bare
and grey
and still ever so beautiful -
jill commented on the post, past 5 months, 3 weeks ago
i stare at this screen blankly
and sink as the word “past” is presented before me
there is too much, i think to myself, to write it all down
to write any of it down
associations purely with pain
it is there
it will always be there
a part of me
a representation of growth
and the hardships that are necessary for growth to begin -
jill commented on the post, draw 6 months, 1 week ago
drawing is my specialty
in fact it is my whole reason for attending this university
today i drew for fun
what a rare occasion
when always drenched in projects to complete
expected to exploit my creativity
and suck my inner child’s imagination dry -
jill commented on the post, forth 7 months ago
come forth my friends
and join me on this journey
to self-realization
we have all been content closing our eyes
and residing in the shadows
it is time for a change
for a rebirth
come forth
and prove to […] -
jill commented on the post, entrance 7 months ago
The entrance to my heart is not one easily found
in fact
until recently i did not even know there was an entrance
i try to keep it blocked off
for my own safety
for my heart’s protection
but little germs of […] -
jill commented on the post, civilize 7 months ago
There is no need to civilize
we should all just recognize
that they tell us lies
lies lies
the lies they will tell
they’ll haunt you with hell
they’ll taunt you with wealth
still we try
try try
there is […] -
jill posted an update 7 months, 1 week ago
falling asleep
she cuddles the dead
crying and crying
the walls they are whining
no sympathy in question
no question at all
we’re all we’re all
all going to fall
she falls asleep crying
the music is stoping
the dead they are living
the living are waiting
and we
in the world
that’s not meant to be seen
yes we’re lost
we’re lost between -
jill commented on the post, fresh 7 months, 1 week ago
Is there really such thing as a fresh start?
we like to believe so with the new year
with the new school year
with a new job
with a new set of friends
with a new destination
with a new dream
but you are […] -
jill commented on the post, help 7 months, 3 weeks ago
help me?
i need not any help from you
for i would rather no help at all
than ask for your opinion
than for you to steal my pride
and show me uninvited pity
i, my dear
can help myself
it is you
who needs help -
jill commented on the post, adviser 10 months, 1 week ago
I have been told I should obtain an adviser; a spiritual teacher
I was later told not to look for one- which i hadn’t done anyway-
and one will come naturally
well in the meantime i am rather satisfied being my […] -
jill commented on the post, desk 1 year, 1 month ago
I sit at my desk
just like everybody else
i curl up into a ball upon my chair
and put together little dots of different values
and call it pointillism
i finish covering the paper with dots
and call it a […] -
jill and
Domiknitrix are now friends 1 year, 1 month ago -
jill commented on the post, flip 1 year, 1 month ago
you flipped on a switch within my soul
that told me it was okay to feel
and though vulnerability may never be a strength of mine
my apathy may slowly drift into nothingness
and i may allow myself to feel all […] -
jill commented on the post, drifting 1 year, 1 month ago
I do not drift asleep
but all the time
in my waking life
i drift off into my vast mind
and glide on beautiful imagery of unreal scenarios
i drift into a world where everything is beautiful and i am […] -
jill posted an update 1 year, 2 months ago
Do you feel obligated to use words that others know? I rather speak eloquently than comprehensively.
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jill commented on the post, fixed 1 year, 2 months ago
the planets are fixed in their orbit
they have no other option but to circle around the sun for the entirety of their existence
what a beautiful yet disconcerting reality to always know what you are doing, did, […] - Load More