put my heart in a catapult and propel it
i want the world to know of my love.
Paint the skies crimson,
let love rain down
and open our
smudge my heart
with your black
charcoal. I dont
want you marking
me with your
Give me what we need
not what you
want. I want you to
too big for ya boots, darlin. look at you, happy and smiling like you;’ve done nothing
leave me alone to not crying over you. i’m done being your shadow. i don’t want to think. having no thoughts is ex- ilerating
we muster the courage,
in the dimness of our unsteady lives,
to forge our future
and act with only our
feelings in mind.
i dream up little stories
and dreams of days
and the surprises and memories we’ll forge
and the solutions to problems that
shake and tremour our lives in
and know that we’ll always be together
in our little pieces of forever.
tell me that you want this. that you’re sureassurecanbe. smile and laugh and tell me it doesnt hurt; youre only lying to yourself. make them happyhappyhappy.
object, if you will. but that’s how he see’s you; you’re his. You fall again and again like youre stood at the top of an endless cliff. You manage to grab onto the side claw yourself back up, but you never get chance to take a breath before gravity wins.
let’s get past this. deep, deep breaths, in, out, in, out. stay in the moment. Focus. Listen to them, but dont listen. Smile like you’re pretty. Smile like you know they know it. Smile like you can see their emerald envy.
draw me how you please; let your bright red lips smirk my name, tell half truths to paint your tainted picture. let your blonde angel hair swing animatedly, as your slurred, drunken words hang in the swirling air. hold yourself uuuuuuuup. I’m not there to
carry you home.
hear the roar of the crowd, let it lift you in the air. inspiration to go on. prove them wrong.
try to stop me setting sail on this; it won’t work. Watch my little boat of opportunities dip below the horizon line. I won’t know you in a year.
We make an entrance, fashionably late and fashionable as ever, of course. Strutting our stuff, looking good, of course. Smiling, laughing, don’t give a damn, of course. You’re enchanted as always, of course.
we’re a civilisation, but we’re by no means civil. Bitch and scream and backstab and rip each other’s hair out. Or maybe you’ll pretend to be civil, wear your mask like an accessory? Grow a backbone, stand up for […]
Sometimes, I find myself wishing you’d left your upper body at home; your chest, so i’ve got a pillow and your strong american footballer’s arms so i’ve got something to hold onto me. But really, i just wish all […]
happyhappyhappyascanbe. i love you, darling – i’ve got a one track mind. a broken record that never wants to be fixed. I sound better this way.
read the signs, follow them carefully. Don’t follow the crowd; they might do it wrong. Keep yourself safe, wrapped up in your little moving box. you’re not invincible. Pay attention.
Fawn over me, please. i want cute texts. Post on my wall, make my eyelashes flutterflutter against the wind. Call me beautiful, your pretty little princes, your baby. Tell me you’ll protect me until your bones […]
you scream you SOS for attention. God help you if i ever tell you what i’ve been thinking. I dont think all the padding in the world could handle it.
organise your affairs with controlled chaos; you have an eye for it. Add a little colour here, a sprinkle of glitter there. Boldboldbold. Brighten up your life, make things happen. Confidence is key.
living afraid of life and what’s around the corner isnt living at all. play it safe, watch from a distance, make sure you never get hurt. Watch me laugh and scream and bitch. I breathe, great big gulps of energy […]
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