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Kelly T commented on the post, lullaby 6 days, 5 hours ago
His lullaby soothed her aching limbs until she had no feeling at all– a walking puppet he knew was under his spell.
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Kelly T posted an update in the group
dear you…love me 1 month agoDear you,
No one has ever made me feel the way you do and I don’t mean that in the sappy, corny form of the expression…I mean you sincerely are the one person I have ever been this confused about. I really should hate you, or at least not want to see you ever again, but I find myself hopelessly attracted to you…and why? You really aren’t anything special. You’re incredibly awkward around girls, you are tall and lanky, and you don’t know what you want…yet when I saw you the other day I got all seventh grade tounge-tied, butterflies beating in my stomach so hard I could barely breathe. And then you hugged me and you held me so tightly and so long that when I pulled away it was only because I was afraid if I stayed in that moment any longer I’d never want to leave. Any longer and all my intentions, my distrust, nullified by the incredible strength of your need for me in that moment. I know now that I will probably never get that moment, that feeling from you ever again. You don’t need me anymore and I am trying so hard to not need you either…
Hopelessly (in) love,
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Kelly T commented on the post, destined 2 months ago
They were destined to be together, but life crept up like a sudden gust of wind and swiftly stole the spark that never did get the chance to ignite.
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Kelly T commented on the post, flames 2 months, 3 weeks ago
The burning was too much for her, but at the same time she couldn’t resist the flames that brought the two of them together– they engulfed her until her sense was ashes.
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Kelly T commented on the post, husband 3 months, 2 weeks ago
I really do wish to have a husband one day. I know I am still young, but the thought of a soulmate, of never being alone, of having someone to start a family with- well it seems like a pretty good deal to me.
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Kelly T posted an update in the group
dear you…love me 3 months, 3 weeks agoDear you,
What if I told you I may have a little crush on you? Would you believe me? Because I think I might. You’re a tad goofy, yes, but you gave me back a sliver of that ”butterflies in your stomach” feeling, you know the one that makes you crazy when you have it and crazy for it when you don’t. I haven’t had that feeling in a long time, and this morning I swear I melted when you kissed me goodbye. Maybe you did too.
I hope so.
Love (stricken),
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dear you…love me 8 months, 2 weeks agoDear you,
I miss you. It’s really that simple. I can’t go a day without thinking about you, but you will never know that. I can’t tell you. I would love to tell you, but I’m afraid.
love,
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Kelly T posted an update in the group
Truth 8 months, 2 weeks agoTruth is I barely know you, but I want to. Please give me that chance.
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Kelly T posted a new activity comment 8 months, 2 weeks ago
in the exact same boat
In reply to - Lamsinyan posted an update in the group dear you…love me Dear you, It’s been over 6 years since we were together… I still feel guilty. I still feel regret. I still feel a little bit torn inside. But you’re happy now. You probably don’t even remember the time we spent together. We were so young; I was only 12 and you were only 13, but I know that deep down inside what we had was true. Even though it only lasted for a few months, I will never forget it. You made me so happy, and I know I made you happy too. I remember when you whispered, ”I love you” over the phone. That was one of the most happiest times of my life. I’ve always wanted to tell you how sorry I was for breaking your heart. For not telling you the truth, for ignoring you, for giving you a scar that eventually faded. I’m glad your scar faded. My scar is still there because I still haven’t told you the truth. It still hurts and I wish I was able to tell you why I ended it. But you’re happy now and you’ll always be a part of my past. Thank you for the happiness. Thank you for liking me. Thank you. I hope one day I’ll be able to tell you the truth. I’m so sorry… Love, Me. • View -
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dear you…love me 10 months, 3 weeks agoDear you,
You’re getting to me. Eating at my heart slowly as though you know with every bite I lose a piece of resistance to your unending charm. You have me questioning why I came to loathe you so much over the past few years, but I found the answer to that question easily in your disgustingly satisfied smile that lit up your scheming eyes when I finally gave in to you. I’ve never known anyone who can manipulate people the way you do. I find myself repeatedly getting lost in all your kind words that I know you don’t mean, but part of me is still pulling at the fact that you could mean them. It’s the same part that is pulling for the good person deep within you. The one that hopefully one day won’t have to wear a hundred different masks in order to feel comfortable with himself. But it’s very very hard to find that person under all of those masks and I’m not sure I have the patience. So, I’m not going to let your charm take one more bite of my weakening heart because I can’t trust you. I can’t trust someone who barely trusts himself.
Love, me -
Kelly T commented on the post, dwell 11 months ago
Dwelling on the past is all we’ve known and for some odd reason we always make the past seem better or worse as a result of our dwelling. Excepting the past for what it is may just put an end to all this dwelling.
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Kelly T posted an update in the group
Write It! 11 months, 1 week agoYou know that line between friends and more than friends we find everyone talking about? I’m starting to see that such a line never really exists until after we’ve crossed it.
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Kelly T posted an update in the group
Call It A Diary 12 months agoRegret is a real killer. In a life so short, a feeling like regret should not exist and I continue to tell myself this, but there it is. That sunken feeling in my gut. I so desperately wish it would leave, but that’s the thing with regret. It leaves on its own terms.
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Kelly T posted an update in the group
dear you…love me 12 months agoDear you,
My head has made up its mind about you, but my heart can’t seem to make a decision. I sure hope it would hurry up.
Love,
Me -
Kelly T posted an update in the group
dear you…love me: 1 year, 6 months agoDear you,
Sometimes I wish you would peel away that stupid mask you’re wearing and because I know I would like what’s underneath much more, and so would everyone else. Maybe even you too. Lets face it, minimal effort is required to just be who you are.
Love,
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Kelly T posted an update in the group
Write It!: 1 year, 6 months agoI can’t wait for the day when I never have to see your face again. This burden I’ve been incessantly carrying will lift itself away because I will never have to look at your face and see your eyes avoiding mine.
Never have to see your jaw clenching as anger floods to your face.
Never have to see the flood of memories that you’ve clogged my brain with.
Never have to see my insecurities, my wishes, my regrets in that split second you give into temptation and finally look, really look into my eyes. It is in that moment that I want to scream like crazy, but can’t manage to ever find the words. Now, I guess the words are quite simple. All I want to know is what did I ever do to you to make you hate me this much? -
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Kelly T wrote about the word tires 1 year, 6 months ago
Tires turn because they come in contact with the ground or do they turn because the ground is pushing them and making them spin. Answers like these are ones we will all try to answer, but we will honestly never know.
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Kelly T posted an update: 1 year, 6 months ago
Stumbled this site and it’s seems pretty awesome!
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