I can’t wait for the day when I never have to see your face again. This burden I’ve been incessantly carrying will lift itself away because I will never have to look at your face and see your eyes avoiding mine.
Never have to see your jaw clenching as anger floods to your face.
Never have to see the flood of memories that you’ve clogged my brain with.
Never have to see my insecurities, my wishes, my regrets in that split second you give into temptation and finally look, really look into my eyes. It is in that moment that I want to scream like crazy, but can’t manage to ever find the words. Now, I guess the words are quite simple. All I want to know is what did I ever do to you to make you hate me this much?