That’s what it began with..
A simple interest.,
Now we sit.
Still in love but too far apart.
It will never be the same.
Or maybe it will?
‘Cuz we love each other too much to just give up..
Only thing that can stop us, is us.
Raised from the debts of hell we came
To enter a life more wonderful than our current one
In that minute she realized two things.
1) That this was the end of her run from reality
2)That she really had a problem
And in second her view changed
She flicked her cigarette.
“Let’s go.” She said in a quite voice.
With a keen swipe of the metal close enough to bite her skin she saw blood begin to rise.
It is her love.
Now that the tweak is taken away.
She knows it just wasn’t enough to quit.
She must change […]
Her head is the tennis ball.
Her emotions are the rackets.
Get loaded, don’t
It goes back and forth, back and forth.
I disregard thE negativity yanking at my soul
So I can look forward to the future
With hopeful eyes
I only have moments left to make my life count
Tomorrow, always tomorrow I tell myself
lending a rescue was what god had to do to save me
never can i show god how appreciative i am
the luggage i carry is heavy
but they say never look back
so i’ll live for today, stay clean today
because that’s all i have
splash i went
back into the pool of turmoil
they saved me once
but they wont dare pull me out unwillingly again
this time i am my own savior
i am my only rescue
in the trunk he had bats
in his heart he had love, resentment, and hate
in his front seat he had a clueless spun out girl who had no idea what she got herself into
but something stopped him
something saved […]
Demonstration, normally how I learn, how children learn.
I am setting a horrible example for little ones.
Luckily I haven’t had any yet.
And the day I do I hope and pray my life changes drastically from what it is today.
It offers a false shelter
But a shelter all the same
A shitty one at that
But I’d rather have a real shelter
A kind one
They dance, they sing
They miss their loved one
But a last you must look at the positive
Passed to another life he is
Never to return
But we shall return to him
I remember the days when a pony would be the best present
And sparkles were everything to me
Barbies were little friends
But it all went wrong so damn quick
I need to figure it out
Just for me
So I can […]
I Orbit around their order
So tired of it it’s sickening
If only I had a camera that would tell me who’s real and who’s not, what is real or not.
My life would be too easy though.
So for now I get to suffer with educated guesses.
That sacred moment when a father sees his Childs face
In vain? Or in love?
I can only hope in love
chief of disaster
that’s what you are to me
introduced me into the destroyer of my life
thank you, for absolutely nothing
you helped me destroy so much
only the worst is wished for you from me
chief of my own life
that’s what i’d like to be
but people have other plans
they rule my every move
or at least try to
Festival of fallen saints
I’d like to see that
A bunch of people who fell from the thrown of holiness/greatness
Guess I’d have the right to go, cuz Im pretty much there with em
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