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    laurenN commented on the post, interest 6 months, 2 weeks ago

    An interest.
    That’s what it began with..
    A simple interest.,
    Now we sit.
    Still in love but too far apart.
    It will never be the same.
    Or maybe it will?
    ‘Cuz we love each other too much to just give up..
    Only thing that can stop us, is us.

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    laurenN commented on the post, raised 7 months ago

    Raised from the debts of hell we came
    To enter a life more wonderful than our current one

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    laurenN commented on the post, minute 11 months ago

    In that minute she realized two things.
    1) That this was the end of her run from reality
    2)That she really had a problem
    And in second her view changed
    She flicked her cigarette.
    “Let’s go.” She said in a quite voice.

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    laurenN commented on the post, keen 11 months, 1 week ago

    With a keen swipe of the metal close enough to bite her skin she saw blood begin to rise.
    It is her love.
    Now that the tweak is taken away.
    She knows it just wasn’t enough to quit.
    She must change […]

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    laurenN commented on the post, racket 11 months, 2 weeks ago

    Her head is the tennis ball.
    Her emotions are the rackets.
    Get loaded, don’t
    It goes back and forth, back and forth.
    What now?

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    laurenN commented on the post, disregard 1 year ago

    I disregard thE negativity yanking at my soul
    So I can look forward to the future
    With hopeful eyes
    I only have moments left to make my life count
    Tomorrow, always tomorrow I tell myself

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    laurenN commented on the post, lending 1 year ago

    lending a rescue was what god had to do to save me
    never can i show god how appreciative i am

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    laurenN commented on the post, luggage 1 year ago

    the luggage i carry is heavy
    but they say never look back
    so i’ll live for today, stay clean today
    because that’s all i have

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    laurenN commented on the post, splash 1 year, 1 month ago

    splash i went
    back into the pool of turmoil
    they saved me once
    but they wont dare pull me out unwillingly again
    this time i am my own savior
    i am my only rescue

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    laurenN commented on the post, trunk 1 year, 2 months ago

    in the trunk he had bats
    in his heart he had love, resentment, and hate
    in his front seat he had a clueless spun out girl who had no idea what she got herself into

    but something stopped him
    something saved […]

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    laurenN commented on the post, demonstration 1 year, 2 months ago

    Demonstration, normally how I learn, how children learn.
    I am setting a horrible example for little ones.
    Luckily I haven’t had any yet.
    And the day I do I hope and pray my life changes drastically from what it is today.

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    laurenN commented on the post, shelter 1 year, 3 months ago

    It offers a false shelter
    But a shelter all the same
    A shitty one at that
    But I’d rather have a real shelter
    A kind one

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    laurenN commented on the post, festival 1 year, 3 months ago

    They dance, they sing
    They miss their loved one
    But a last you must look at the positive
    Passed to another life he is
    Never to return
    But we shall return to him

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    laurenN commented on the post, pony 1 year, 3 months ago

    I remember the days when a pony would be the best present
    And sparkles were everything to me
    Barbies were little friends

    But it all went wrong so damn quick
    I need to figure it out
    Just for me
    So I can […]

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    laurenN commented on the post, orbit 1 year, 3 months ago

    I Orbit around their order
    It’s ridiculous
    So tired of it it’s sickening
    Fuck this
    Fuck this
    Fuck this

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    laurenN commented on the post, camera 1 year, 3 months ago

    If only I had a camera that would tell me who’s real and who’s not, what is real or not.
    My life would be too easy though.
    So for now I get to suffer with educated guesses.

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    laurenN commented on the post, sacred 1 year, 3 months ago

    Sacred
    That sacred moment when a father sees his Childs face
    In vain? Or in love?
    I can only hope in love

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    laurenN commented on the post, chief 1 year, 3 months ago

    chief of disaster
    that’s what you are to me
    introduced me into the destroyer of my life
    thank you, for absolutely nothing

    you helped me destroy so much
    only the worst is wished for you from me

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    laurenN commented on the post, chief 1 year, 3 months ago

    chief of my own life
    that’s what i’d like to be
    but people have other plans
    they rule my every move
    or at least try to

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    laurenN commented on the post, festival 1 year, 3 months ago

    Festival of fallen saints
    I’d like to see that
    A bunch of people who fell from the thrown of holiness/greatness
    Guess I’d have the right to go, cuz Im pretty much there with em

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