• Ashley K wrote about the word mystery 1 year, 7 months ago

    if i knew for sure, it’d be so much easier.

    faith will just have to do.
    i love you.

    just as i had loved failed pasts.
    but it’s different?

    make it different.
    Amen.

  • Ashley K wrote about the word ticket 1 year, 10 months ago

    there’s no ticket that i could buy to get out of here. i’m trapped, stuck– whatever you want to call it. i honestly don’t know what to do anymore… keep going? what good would it bring? : poverty, depression, a failed life. my only “ticket” is encased lead, powder and a promise… to get me [...]

  • Ashley K wrote about the word violet 1 year, 10 months ago

    the way he looked at me immediately made me begin daydreaming… where we would get married how many kids we’d have… then– i saw how he looked at Violet. every plan that i created in my head became like the rest.. no longer plausible. but everytime i see that smile toward me i think about [...]

  • Ashley K wrote about the word sticks 1 year, 10 months ago

    the Lord is my rock..
    with me eternally.

    my faith’s as strong as His love…

    nothing can bend His celestial restraint.

    but if you happen to throw a stick–
    or perhaps a stone…
    all will be lost.

  • i was expecting something more… after my delicate touch below his T-shirt sleeve touching bare skin. a friendly laugh, a smile. anything. only a hug. a single arm around my back, onto my furthest shoulder– and a pat. and then another. “i need someone like you” that “like” will forever be in its place. “if [...]

  • Ashley K wrote about the word maroon 1 year, 10 months ago

    she was the only person to claim that maroon was her favorite color blue? no red? no maroon. i could search the world with all of the time it possessed, and i’d never be able to find another like her. the maroon within her mind contrasts nicely with the emerald hue of the heavens. she [...]

  • Ashley K wrote about the word crush 1 year, 11 months ago

    the sound was different than most anything else

    and not even remotely close to being “me”
    but it described myself absolutely perfectly.

    don’t tell anyone.

  • Ashley K wrote about the word antlers 1 year, 11 months ago

    nature’s hat-racks.
    i got a stuffed-animal reindeer, but…
    it looks more like a moose.

    it took me FOREVER to think of a name for him.
    until i was almost asleep one night…

    Moose-alini

  • Ashley K wrote about the word failed 1 year, 11 months ago

    trepidation is only a safety net. it lingers daily… it asphyxiates every aspect of peace within my life pulls me away. but if every minute is planned not another second will be filled with failure. only the time it takes to create the plan the anxiousness the stress is when i feel as if i’ve [...]

  • Ashley K and Profile picture of RainRain are now friends 1 year, 11 months ago

  • Ashley K wrote about the word cells 1 year, 11 months ago

    every cell… a mistake. but to him, it’s embraced. carried out… she thinks he rests with the thought of her in his very hand, saying, “maybe she’ll be of something.” she realizes, everyone’s every cell is a mistake. makes, but isn’t. He holds her, points.. “you–of Me– created this.” every inch of all that is [...]

  • Ashley K wrote about the word held 1 year, 11 months ago

    the pain became cumbersome… literally too abundant to rest within her. her knees bend and drop to the ground. rocks and sand is all that’s around her; they feel– every inch of her anguish. she grabs at the earth as if it’ll simply come apart. she holds the dirt, the rocks, and the wine of [...]

  • Ashley K wrote about the word remember 1 year, 12 months ago

    when you first heard that song…

    it’s 11:30 PM– i must be lonely.

    when it brought you to tears…
    now my voice is strainin’

    i wish i could go back to that moment.
    it’s only gotten worse.

    remember? let me listen on repeat, ’til it takes me back.

  • Ashley K posted an update: 1 year, 12 months ago

    ”pardon me… while i burst into flames.”

  • negative aspects of the day turned into a glimpse of my future… his facial hair reassured me of his faithfulness. of how he’s true. but then he mentioned how the cash will help him out tremendously. a pessimist finally meeting “prince charming” after doubting the title all along, but he’s exactly what she worries about, [...]

  • Ashley K posted an update: 2 years ago

    it’s been awhile since i’ve been on here…

    i saw that i have a follower; that’s pretty rad :)

  • Ashley K wrote about the word forgotten 2 years ago

    eyes rest heavily upon us all… they look for answers– here, let me pull one out from the corner of my pocket. be careful unfolding it, the creases are fragile… it’s been used frequently. a few washing cycles… a few arguments… i transfer the same speech from pant pocket to pant pocket… if only someone [...]

  • Ashley K wrote about the word gadget 2 years, 1 month ago

    Go go gadget, life!

  • Ashley K wrote about the word whiskey 2 years, 1 month ago

    Glass resting empty upon the table. Reeking smiles flourish. The remaining ice begins to die down Mixed with relief the discolored water restlessly waits. Glass remains empty, but now In his hands As the anxious water moves it’s way Down his palm Odorless insecurities echo. The ice is lifted alongside his worries Everything goes away [...]

  • Ashley K wrote about the word obsolete 2 years, 1 month ago

    Paper– why? Speak within yourself Glide a brush throughout your head, But never let anyone know. Care to read; care to see– no. Feelings are strictly obsolete. Voice– why? Speak within yourself. Only converse with the dead. But never let anyone know. Care to hear; care to understand– no. Opinions are strictly obsolete. Me– why? [...]

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