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lilldeh commented on the post, square 6 months, 3 weeks ago
You tried to bound me into these 4 walls, this square and I guess I kind of let you. And maybe thats why you stopped, just completely stopped. Because I stopped being me so, you stopped being you. It makes sense. I warned you thought, I told you. I’m not good at relationships, I become this weird version of myself. You didn’t listen and wanted me anyway. I guess I’m just trying to figure out who’s fault this is, mine or yours.
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lilldeh commented on the post, arts 7 months, 1 week ago
He believed in art and she believed in science. Thats where the disparity in their love grew from.
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lilldeh commented on the post, spent 7 months, 1 week ago
He spent the entire night avoiding me and staring at me from across the room. When I finally corned him and drunkly demanded to know why he decided to kiss me and then avoid me, he put his hand on my cheek and smiled. He told me he liked me, too much and I was damaged. But that was okay, he understood. He told me I was too damaged and afraid for what we could do together, what we could be. So he was going to wait until I had fucked some boys, drank too many glasses of wine, cried over a toilet and broken some hearts. He was going to wait until I was okay and then he would kiss me, again. He told me I was too damaged for us to be together and he wanted me more than life and he would wait for me, wait until I could do this and not ruin it. I started at him, he kissed my cheek and walked out of the room and back to the party where he continued to leave stare at me and avoid me.
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lilldeh commented on the post, steps 7 months, 2 weeks ago
The first time you kissed me was on those steps. That was a year ago. Yesterday you cried to me on those steps and apologized.
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lilldeh commented on the post, sail 7 months, 3 weeks ago
We never went anywhere on that old sailboat but we sure did make love on it.
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lilldeh commented on the post, walls 8 months, 2 weeks ago
Its there, I promise. I have a heart, you just can’t see it. Its behind those walls, nice and safe.
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lilldeh commented on the post, signs 8 months, 2 weeks ago
I missed them completely, the signs. The signs that it’s over, its coming to a close. I was completely blindsided by it. And fuck did that hurt. Now I’m happy and I think everything is a sign. I think everything […]
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lilldeh commented on the post, affairs 8 months, 3 weeks ago
These affairs of the heart, are making me nauseous.
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lilldeh commented on the post, begin 9 months ago
They said this is how these things usually begin. With nausea and a heavy heart, but it gets better. Love eventually feels good they said.
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lilldeh commented on the post, alive 9 months ago
This. What ever it is, well it fucking sucks. I don’t think most people will ever feel the feelings I do and I’m so tempted to flush them out with anything, absolutely anything that will make them go away. But I’m […]
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lilldeh commented on the post, fuses 10 months, 4 weeks ago
It’s like my body was a box of fuses and his words were the match. We never stood a chance.
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lilldeh commented on the post, catcher 1 year, 2 months ago
Why is it that dream catcher stop working when we grow up, it seems like those are time we need them the most.
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lilldeh commented on the post, loss 1 year, 3 months ago
It never about the relationship ending or the heart being broken, it’s about the loss. The pure and raw feeling of not having something that once was a very essence part of you.
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lilldeh commented on the post, medical 1 year, 3 months ago
It is a medical fact that a heart is unbreakable. I guess he took that as a challenge.
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lilldeh commented on the post, gallery 1 year, 3 months ago
I first saw you cry in the back of an art gallery. You held your head between your legs and choked on the tears that rolled down your face. Your eyes were red and told me things you could never have.
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lilldeh commented on the post, curse 1 year, 3 months ago
If he believed in a god, he would have prayed. But his curse was intelligence and it kept him from talking to the still darken in his room during times of desperation.
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lilldeh commented on the post, flirt 1 year, 4 months ago
After flirting with anyone and everyone at the party, I realized how every atom of me, missed you.
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lilldeh commented on the post, maze 1 year, 4 months ago
I sat on the dirt floor of the corn maze and cried after you told me you loved her.
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lilldeh commented on the post, butterfly 1 year, 4 months ago
What he did to you was wrong, like when a caterpillar doesn’t become a butterfly. Unnatural and heartbreaking.
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lilldeh commented on the post, walls 1 year, 4 months ago
There are holes in the walls because he was never told that everything was okay, and he was loved. And when a child grows up not being told these things, they punch holes in walls to make up for it.
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