• Olivia commented on the post, institutions 6 months ago

    I don’t want to go. And no one can make make me. Progress is for failures. I want to be a free bird, one that no one can cage. I want to be free. Free me. NO. STOP. I just…I don’t want this. It’s not for me.

  • Olivia posted an update 6 months, 3 weeks ago

    writers block. i’m convinced it’s due to anti-depressants killing and sedating my mind. just sure which is worth it.

  • Olivia commented on the post, solution 6 months, 3 weeks ago

    What a solution. Blocking all thoughts of creativity, individuality, and purity from my mind. No. Not a single fragile thought comes to mind. All such things flushed away with a pill. A happy pill. If that’s what it’s suppose to do, why don’t I feel happier? I just want my mind back, but i cannot go back to wear I was. Too dangerous.

  • Olivia commented on the post, balloons 1 year ago

    The Balloons float towards the sky. I try to watch them get smaller and smaller, but the sun burns my eyes. Yet I look anyways. It’s painful at first, watching the memories float away. But I have grown up. At that […]

  • Olivia commented on the post, sweat 1 year, 2 months ago

    The sweat drips down my face. But I don’t mind. Not at a time like this, no not right now. Now, in this moment I am focused on one thing only. Him. And how to get away, how to stop all of this madness, how to get […]

  • Olivia commented on the post, crew 1 year, 2 months ago

    Me and the crew. Inseparable some say. Not by choice, but by fate. Me and the crew. Sounds rather masculine really, but we are beautiful creatures. Like nothing anyone has ever seen before. So thank you.

  • Olivia commented on the post, adopt 1 year, 3 months ago

    Who will adopt this heart? For it is dull and shattered, not quite like the young pretty new ones. Someone out there though, must want this little heart. Fix it up and show it love and it will work just fine, even […]

  • Olivia commented on the post, camera 1 year, 3 months ago

    Snap this photo, real quick please. Just remember this moment in time, because alas it will be gone shortly. You cannot remember everything, but if you just take a second to look around and appreciate this life, […]

  • Olivia commented on the post, sacred 1 year, 3 months ago

    To have ones sacred touch is to be that one true piece of the everlasting hope in this everlasting dark tunnel we call life. This is all I could ask for from you to me, please.

  • Olivia posted an update 1 year, 3 months ago

    I often take critique as a bad thing, but I’m in the need of some right now. 3 month writers block is bad for the soul

  • Olivia and Profile picture of JakeJake are now friends 1 year, 3 months ago

  • Olivia wrote about the word cabin 1 year, 3 months ago

    Ironic, my parents are at the cabin, I’m probably going to have friends over and this is a really sucky word for today, because I hate that god damn cabin with all of my heart. I’m writing nonsense because I’m having a fucking 2 month writers block.

  • Olivia wrote about the word lillies 1 year, 4 months ago

    float. just float. some where else. just float. float up up and away. to a place so far off form here. float. swinging back and worth. no weight. close your eyes. and float. float on sleepy babe, float on.

  • Olivia wrote about the word thorns 1 year, 4 months ago

    The thorns stuck into my side. I tried taking them out one by one. Each one brings a small droplet of blood. Oozing down my abdomen, I tried to keep the red drink inside. It was mine. All mine and you will not take it again. Not again.

  • Olivia wrote about the word glimmer 1 year, 4 months ago

    Her shoulders glimmered in the sun. Reflected back was pure happiness and love. He went to touch them, to make sure they were real, but when he did a piece shattered off. He put the piece in his pocket, a keepsake from the goddess who he had a burning passion for. And always will.

  • Olivia wrote about the word desert 1 year, 4 months ago

    The heat was starting to get to me. I didn’t know if what i saw could possibly be real. Sweat dripping down my face. Or a soft rain pattering on my window at home? Where was I? Lost for good, deep in this desert. The sand beneath me, hot as coals. I jump to the [...]

  • Olivia wrote about the word thunder 1 year, 5 months ago

    The thunder crashed. I looked outside my window for a sign. Lightening struck a tree. That was all I needed. I packed up a suitcase and was out the door. On to my new life. I had been struck with inspiration, struck with life.

  • Olivia and Profile picture of N.J.N.J. are now friends 1 year, 5 months ago

  • Olivia wrote about the word scar 1 year, 5 months ago

    I hide these scar. These inside scars. Left on my cheeks. Left on my arms. Left on my heart. Left on my leg. Left on my soul. Left on my scar. Left on you. Scars everywhere. Scars as in you have scarred me. Scars as in will never go away. Scars as in it will [...]

  • Olivia posted an update: 1 year, 5 months ago

    Yet another holiday stuck in suburbia. Yet another year will start. Changes will come, but not the ones I need. FUCK THIS. I’m tired of complaining. I love life and I want to see it for real. Show me. Someone take me away and show me true life.

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