Longing to do something significant
Lost in the ocean of the neatly dressed,
freshly pressed, white collared inhabitants.
nothing really matters
hanging off a hinge
everything ever known
i dont even know what this means
maybe ive been spelling “SHEPARD” wrong my whole life
whenever i see this word i think of jesus…
or some biblical reference.
if its the word im thinking of
So, recently i can’t write anything. I have no creativeness in my brain at alll. I haven’t written or drawn or made anything GOOD in monthhhs. its awful :/
pretty sure the feeling is mutual
although you wish it wasn’t
and i wish even more so.
unfortunately shit gets messed up
there isnt anything in my brain
the density is gone
its nothing but a evaporated puddle of rain
so theres nothing there
what am i supposed to do?
Simplicity lies there within memories of the tumultuous laughter and colorful curves of that playground.
Even though you think everything you do is divine
its not. You are hiding behind lies, crouching behind your
perfect little face. Everything too deep perplexes you, for the truth is, you are crouching inside shallow waters. Full of nothing.
success is thought of in different ways.
to succeed is not always someone else’s view of succeeding.
read that dad.
to exhausted to see
thoughts flow up through my brain stem
explodes into flowers
dissolves into water
face hits the ground
assisted by her 24-karot gold wheel chair, Ofelia cruised down the rose filled garden path and into the place she would soon call home forever.
wading in cool water
drowning in cool water
i like to write,
sometimes i just wish i had more things to say
now isnt that one of those seven deadly sins
i guess i could see why
but i dont know much about the bible
or much anything for that matter
cells explode inside of me
the essence of my being
being blown up
damaged by the insensitivity of your behavior
my brain rolls into a deep sleep
searching for inspiration
i see your smile
it pops up into my brain
streaming through the holes of what was yesterdays pain
and i think that the clarity of your smile
will solve my problems
my head snaps out of the thoughts of your smile.
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