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morgyn posted an update in the group
What's on your mind? 10 months, 4 weeks agoI am depressed. I just wasted about 2 months of my summer on this guy that I fell for. Dropped all my plans, dropped seeing all my friends. Wasted all of my money to buy us dope. Got fooled into thinking this person had money and he was gonna move to my town and we would be together forever. Then he got mad at my mom, and he decided to break my laptop, my bike(only form of transportation btw), ripped up $20. Stole the remaining $15 in my wallet. Still owed me $40 on top of that. Not to mention I was the main supplier of our daily dose of medicine and food.. And somehow he is still bitter towards me. And somehow I just wish he would talk to me like he used to, I don’t know how I still want to talk to him. I just want my life back, I just want my things back but most of all I just want my heart back..:(
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morgyn posted an update in the group
dear you…love me 10 months, 4 weeks agoDear you,
Please don’t be mad at me. I know you know you have no reason to be mad at me and it’s really just anger that needs to be directed at my mom. Me and my mom are separate people, I told you she was a bitch the first day we met and that’s why I try my best to distance myself from her. Can we please just go back to the way we were, like those nights that we smoked cigs out my window and we talked about how were gonna be together and all the amazing things you were gonna show me and do- regardless of my juvenile dilemma. You made me fall in love with you and then promised a future with us. I gave up everything for that. And now I’m left with nothing but broken shit and a broken heart…
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morgyn posted a new activity comment 10 months, 4 weeks ago
:( have had those dreams before. Sorry hum I know it hurts.
In reply to - Solanaceae posted an update in the group Dreams Sadly I can say only in dreams can we really be together. Only in my dreams can I curl up in his arms or relax under the shade of the palm trees with my lost friends. Sometimes I wish I could escape into the lands of my dreams and never return. • View -
morgyn posted an update in the group
Dreams 10 months, 4 weeks agoOn a plane with familiar faces, everyone is drinking wine, while I am drinking a large glass of whiskey..(EWW). Were talking about houses which is interesting because at the end of the dream our house is being burned down. In between the plane and the house scene I am taking by a group of guards to a whimsical like forest where my ”best friend” that I have never met before takes me to a candy shop and buys me some toys. The whole dream was quite realistic and nothing like I’ve ever had it was weird because although it was so bizarre and might be normally considered scary it never evoked any negative emotions in me and I was calm the throughout the whole dream..
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I read somewhere that we can only dream about faces we’ve already seen at least once in our life. If that’s true, you should have seen the face of that ”best friend” in your dreams somewhere before. I just think that’s cool.. If it’s true.. I like to think that it is.. It would be funny if you’d bump into someone and recognize them as the best friend in your dream.. Guess I just felt like sharing this crazy thought with you..
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morgyn commented on the post, holder 10 months, 4 weeks ago
The person who holds my things while I away. The thing that keeps my stash of objects from running away from me. Organization. Clutter free. The binder of anything assorted.
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morgyn commented on the post, icing 11 months ago
Cake. The top of. The best of something. The finishing touch on whatever needs to be sealed. The gem of the crown of pastries. Birthdays and laughter. Licking your fingers. Sugar, sweet. The taste and effect of […]
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morgyn commented on the post, crew 11 months, 1 week ago
A group of slaves working together for a common goal under the false impression that their efforts are equating to something worth their time and effort.