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    Mellanie N. Covell commented on the post, tales 2 months ago

    Oh the tales i could tell you! The one that could move your soul. Tales filled with tragedy, misery and woe. Ones dazzling, spectacular, deceitful to the minds eye. But listen up, none of those are the tale of I.

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    Mellanie N. Covell posted an update 3 months, 2 weeks ago

    Lies lies lies. I don’t even know who is lying to me anymore, I don’t know who I can trust.

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    Mellanie N. Covell commented on the post, compass 4 months ago

    Be my guide, show me the way. I need to find the place where I belong. I just want to be in someones arms who can hold me tight and protect me from myself.

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    Mellanie N. Covell posted an update 4 months, 2 weeks ago

    I’m pathetic.. I used to write stories, poems, songs, creative little things here.. now all I do is rant about my sad little life. I’m pathetic.

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    Mellanie N. Covell posted an update 4 months, 2 weeks ago

    How am I supposed to see all of the good in life, when I’m stuck living in hell.

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    Mellanie N. Covell posted an update 5 months ago

    My mind is spiraling out of control, depression is one of the only things I feel now. I just randomly burst into tears for no reason. I’m scared. What do you do when you start not caring anymore? I just want to lay in bed all day. It takes so much effort to wake up in the morning, and I can’t stay asleep at night. I just wake up so much it feels like I haven’t slept at all. My wrists hate me, even though I don’t leave marks. They aren’t noticeable at least. that way no one will ever know, the shameful thing that makes me feel calm. When anger takes over its the only way to stop me from smashing my phone into the ground, or punching my wall. I’m scaring myself.

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    Mellanie N. Covell commented on the post, simple 5 months, 1 week ago

    Remember when things were simple? Back in the good ole days when homework was coloring, and gym class was playing tag. I do. I miss it so much, being young and free. People usually reminisce about their high school days when they get old. But i know ill miss my childhood the most. I already do.

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    Mellanie N. Covell commented on the post, higher 5 months, 2 weeks ago

    I don’t want to write about any specific word. I’m sick of following the rules, and trying to live up to other peoples expectations. Just sick to death. Death. Death has brought me great sadness lately, I just wish it didn’t have to be this way.

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    Mellanie N. Covell posted an update 5 months, 2 weeks ago

    Sometimes I can’t see myself having a future, maybe I’m not meant to have one?

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    Mellanie N. Covell posted an update 6 months, 4 weeks ago

    I dont know what to do anymore.. my anxiety is growing, my tolerance with bullshit is at an all time low. Im just not me. Im so sick, I just want it to be over

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    Mellanie N. Covell posted an update in the group Group logoURGH 7 months ago

    AHHHHHHHHH i’m stressing about college, I dont know what to do! I hate every single college essay i’ve written….. soo three essays total shit… hoping my new one will leave a better taste in my mouth because with the past ones ive been less than satisfied. How can you write a story, without the story taking over? how can you shown qualities about yourself if you arent allowed to say them? HELP pleaseee im desperate.

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    Mellanie N. Covell commented on the post, half 8 months, 4 weeks ago

    if I could forget half of what I’ve lived through these past few months it’d still be enough to give me nightmares.

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    Mellanie N. Covell posted an update 8 months, 4 weeks ago

    I’m falling for you all over again.

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    Mellanie N. Covell posted an update 9 months, 1 week ago

    Now I’m all sorts of confused

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    Mellanie N. Covell commented on the post, texts 9 months, 1 week ago

    Exchanging texts isn’t a replacement for real human contact. Talking on the phone isn’t much better. Today people don’t realize how socially deprived they are because of all of the new “social media”. I for one am […]

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    Mellanie N. Covell commented on the post, bandages 10 months, 1 week ago

    Bandages cant fix a broken leg, they cant fix a muscle tear, they cant fix your mind, and they cant fix your heart. The only thing that can is time, and proper treatment, and i haven’t been treating my self very […]

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    Mellanie N. Covell posted an update 10 months, 1 week ago

    Can’t believe it took me this long to realize how really not ok I am.

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    Mellanie N. Covell posted an update 10 months, 3 weeks ago

    I’m through playing with hearts,
    I need to make sure a new game never starts.

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    Mellanie N. Covell posted an update 11 months, 2 weeks ago

    I simply feel spent. Sad, confused, and weary.

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    Mellanie N. Covell posted an update 11 months, 2 weeks ago

    Why did you do that? You had so much going for you. You were so nice to everyone, you were smart, you were an amazing wrestler and a good football player. You made everyone so happy. You were my first kiss and you were in so many fond memories of mine. You’re so stupid I’m so angry, why? You did so much for so many people. They’re going to fall apart without you. I can’t stop crying.

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