• Mellanie N. Covell posted an update 1 year ago

    Imma just keep on being me,
    Even when life isn’t easy.
    Wake up every morning, 6am,
    Just to go to bed and do it again.
    School for 6 hours blows everytime,
    Wish I could fast forward, fuck rewind.
    Home includes chores, homework and eating,
    then off I rush to a GSA meeting.
    Longer than before no more 6-9.
    It’s always 4:30 to 9:30 i have no time.
    Get home, shower, eat, brush my teeth,
    this is all crazy madness no one sees underneath.
    You only see a cool calm collected girl,
    not the frantic crying one whose head is in a whirl.
    Just walking through my day will exhaust you,
    People causing drama, extra stress too.
    Need some time to myself, need a second to think,
    Im terrified my only release will be when I drink.