Mellanie N. Covell posted an update 1 year ago
Imma just keep on being me,
Even when life isn’t easy.
Wake up every morning, 6am,
Just to go to bed and do it again.
School for 6 hours blows everytime,
Wish I could fast forward, fuck rewind.
Home includes chores, homework and eating,
then off I rush to a GSA meeting.
Longer than before no more 6-9.
It’s always 4:30 to 9:30 i have no time.
Get home, shower, eat, brush my teeth,
this is all crazy madness no one sees underneath.
You only see a cool calm collected girl,
not the frantic crying one whose head is in a whirl.
Just walking through my day will exhaust you,
People causing drama, extra stress too.
Need some time to myself, need a second to think,
Im terrified my only release will be when I drink.