• Lamsinyan commented on the post, side 9 months ago

    I couldn’t think straight. I was so confused. You confused me. Whose side were you on? Were you on my side or were you on her side? You knew me better than anyone else in the world… Yet you couldn’t even decide […]

  • Lamsinyan posted an update 9 months ago

    Everything happens for a reason…

  • Lamsinyan posted an update 9 months ago

    I hope you regret it.

  • Lamsinyan posted an update in the group Group logoTruth 9 months ago

    I’m such a nostalgic person.
    Truth is… I hate it.
    Why? Because the past hurts.

  • Lamsinyan joined the group Group logoTruth 9 months ago

  • Lamsinyan posted an update in the group Group logodear you…love me 9 months ago

    Dear you,

    It’s been over 6 years since we were together…

    I still feel guilty.
    I still feel regret.
    I still feel a little bit torn inside.

    But you’re happy now. You probably don’t even remember the time we spent together. We were so young; I was only 12 and you were only 13, but I know that deep down inside what we had was true. Even though it only lasted for a few months, I will never forget it. You made me so happy, and I know I made you happy too. I remember when you whispered, ”I love you” over the phone. That was one of the most happiest times of my life.

    I’ve always wanted to tell you how sorry I was for breaking your heart. For not telling you the truth, for ignoring you, for giving you a scar that eventually faded. I’m glad your scar faded. My scar is still there because I still haven’t told you the truth.

    It still hurts and I wish I was able to tell you why I ended it. But you’re happy now and you’ll always be a part of my past. Thank you for the happiness. Thank you for liking me. Thank you.

    I hope one day I’ll be able to tell you the truth.
    I’m so sorry…

    Love,
    Me.

  • Lamsinyan commented on the post, half 9 months ago

    You were the one. You were my other half. You were my soulmate. You were my destiny. You were my fate. You were on the other side of the red string that was tied at my ankles… The imaginary red string of fate […]

  • Lamsinyan changed their profile picture 9 months ago

  • N.Lam wrote about the word suppose 1 year, 7 months ago

    I suppose… Suppose what though? I can’t think… I don’t want to think. My mind is blank and the walls around me are white. I suppose you’re there… Or maybe you’re not. Is anyone there? No…

    No one is there. It’s just me and the white surroundings, I suppose.

  • N.Lam posted an update: 1 year, 7 months ago

    What is this? One moment, you’re it and the next, you’re not.

  • N.Lam posted an update: 1 year, 11 months ago

    I just want you to notice me more than you already do.

  • N.Lam wrote about the word forgetting 1 year, 11 months ago

    It’s hard forgetting that one day at that one time… It’s left a scar, one that will never fade away. I’m scared to know that I won’t ever forget it. I’m scared to know that it’s left such a deep mark on not only me, but them…

  • N.Lam posted an update: 2 years ago

    I’m just trying to get by life.

  • N.Lam wrote about the word booth 2 years ago

    He saw her in the booth far away. She looked so beautiful, her hair was straight black; eyes gleaming brown; lips tinted pink with the gloss she would always use. The moment their eyes met, they both knew it was meant to be.

  • N.Lam wrote about the word wrath 2 years ago

    She sat there, in disguise. She kept watching him with her eyes behind the Gucci sunglasses. She could feel their eyes meet as his wrath was wrapped around her like a snake wrapping around it’s food.

  • N.Lam wrote about the word domestic 2 years ago

    It was a domestic feeling. Something she’s never felt before… She couldn’t wrap her mind around it. It was too foreign for her to comprehend and made her feel like an idiot.

  • N.Lam posted an update: 2 years ago

    Yesterday was yesterday, today is today, and tomorrow is tomorrow. Forgive or try to forget whatever happened yesterday, and move to the future.

  • N.Lam wrote about the word mole 2 years ago

    The mole on his face was beautiful. I remember it clearly. It was like the mole was an attribute to his beautiful face… because it was. Some people thought it just made him look ugly. But I thought differently. I thought it made the best out of him, it showed how you can be beautiful [...]

  • N.Lam posted an update in the group Group logodear you…love me: 2 years ago

    Dear you,

    I’m so sorry that I make you worry. I’m so sorry that I can’t tell you whats on my mind. I’m so sorry that I can’t tell you the words, ”I’m sorry”. I’m so sorry that sometimes, I find you annoying. I’m so sorry that sometimes, you make me pissed. I’m so sorry that I don’t tell you ”I love you” as much as you wish. I’m so sorry that I’ve made so many mistakes that make you mad.
    But I’m so happy that you’re in my life. I’m so happy that after you yell at me, you comfort me if I’m crying. I’m so happy that you’re my mom.
    And I’m so sorry that I still can’t open up to you all the way. I’m just so sorry that I have an easier life than you did when you were my age.

    Love,
    Me.

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