It’s been over 6 years since we were together…
I still feel guilty.
I still feel regret.
I still feel a little bit torn inside.
But you’re happy now. You probably don’t even remember the time we spent together. We were so young; I was only 12 and you were only 13, but I know that deep down inside what we had was true. Even though it only lasted for a few months, I will never forget it. You made me so happy, and I know I made you happy too. I remember when you whispered, ”I love you” over the phone. That was one of the most happiest times of my life.
I’ve always wanted to tell you how sorry I was for breaking your heart. For not telling you the truth, for ignoring you, for giving you a scar that eventually faded. I’m glad your scar faded. My scar is still there because I still haven’t told you the truth.
It still hurts and I wish I was able to tell you why I ended it. But you’re happy now and you’ll always be a part of my past. Thank you for the happiness. Thank you for liking me. Thank you.
I hope one day I’ll be able to tell you the truth.
I’m so sorry…