At the moment I have the inability to connect the dots and make something coherent out jumbled up thoughts.
I have warned you to think first before speaking. Is it my fault that you got yourself into so much trouble? No… I warned you.
I was on the playground and saw a child crying. She was so cute and so lonely and I wanted to hug her so and tell her things would be all right. She looked up and I saw her smile. She was me.
I have given you my hand and you took it gently.
I have given you my heart and you loved my in return.
I have given you my life to spend the rest of my days with you.
I have given you my everything and in return you gave me your all.
He was sitting on a crush velvet sofa
He was drinking an orange crush
My heart felt as if it were crushed between to walls
Now I have a crush on this guy.
No that’s wrong
It’s more than a crush
It is definately love.
Oh how I lust for thee
When I catch your smell
I arise to the occassion
When I taste you
I breath a sigh of love
Oh how I lust for thee
my morning coffee.
You held my hand as my world fell apart.
You held me close mending my broken heart.
I wonder how this happened.
I wonder how it could be.
I wonder how this man
could ever love me.
Maybe I should quit wondering and just go with it.
How he makes me smile. With just a brushing graze of his finger he makes me smile with joy. Seeing the spark in his eye when he looks at me make me smile with love. Walking hand in hand with this man will allow me to smile for eternity.
The town is small. The train station and a general store is all that is left from when the town thrived so many years ago. I sit on a bench at the train station and watch. The train rambles by but does not stop. I cry.
I woke this morning and turned to see the face of my beloved laying beside me.
I could lay here and watch him sleeping for a long time.
I am so lucky to have such a wonderful and loving man.
I went to a funeral today.
I buried my anger to replace it with understanding.
I buried my hate and replaced it with love.
I buried my greed and replaced it sharing.
I buried my fear and replaced it with hope.
I rise up each morning and wander to the kitchen. I set the coffee up for brew. When I have a cup, I go to the back porch, sit and watch the sun rise. What a lovely day to be alive.
Be my teacher and teach me to love
Be my teacher and teach me to care
Be my teacher and teach me to help
Be my teacher and teach me to share
And I will be your teacher in return
And teach you the same things.
In the dark corners of my mind strange thoughts lurk. I shine a light into the corner to see that they are not so strange after all. They are just a lot of clutter piled up after all these years.
I stood in the kitchen just staring off into space. I know I’m forgetting something important but I can’t quite put my finger on it. So I go back to my desk and sit down. But my mind keeps nagging.
You painted my heart with love and care.
I painted our future with hope and dreams.
We painted ourselves a home filled with happiness.
There is was sitting in front of me. I wanted to puke. Red plaid flannel shirt. That’s what he was wearing? Hell NO. Not to my wedding.
White letters on black slate stare at me accusingly. Over and over I write on the chalkboard, “I will behave in class.”
I am strong enough to withstand the tides of change.
I am strong enough to live without love.
I am strong enough to get by alone.
I am strong enough to survive the greif that others may give me.
I am strong.
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