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Silvana @oddlyartless ?
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People think that one of the most desirable traits is attractiveness, and I can tell you that this is simply untrue. I know this because every person I’ve ever met in my entire life- regardless of race, sex, religion, income, or any other factor- thinks I’m attractive. All of the accomplishments I’ve made seem stale because I know this is true. I wonder if my boss gave me an important client because he likes to watch as I walk away. The woman at the pizza shop throws in extra bread sticks without telling me…apparently there’s some charm about me that makes her feel like making my day a little better. At first, it seemed like there were a lot of perks. No, I have not been this way my entire life – in fact, I was quite the opposite. I was a strange little girl growing up. I liked worms more than dolls, and staining my jeans from rolling around in the grass was far more enjoyable than watching Disney movies. Then, I had a “normal” life, as much as this is possible. When I hit about seventeen, everything changed. Some people who used to like me suddenly turned against me; and people that had never spoken to me before wanted to become my best friend. At first I didn’t realize why this was, but then I thought about it and remembered that people had started admiring me more. I know this because some people would slyly try to watch me walk past using their peripheral vision; I always noticed. View
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