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Rachel posted an update in the group
Call It A Diary 1 year agoThey say you never forget your first love. That they will always be in your heart, and that they will always be special to you. It’s a nice thought I suppose; but I hope they’re wrong. I can’t imagine having to live the rest of my life thinking about him. Wondering about him. Where he is, what he’s doing. If he’s happy. No, I can’t bare to live like that. I don’t want to feel like this anymore.
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Rachel changed their profile picture 1 year ago
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Rachel commented on the post, slight 1 year ago
I collapse on my bed, cocoon myself in the covers, and just lie there. Breathing. Thinking. Such an odd thing to do on a Saturday night. It’s already been 3 weeks since we last spoke, and he’s still all I ever […]
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Rachel wrote about the word foreign 2 years ago
It’s a foreign feeling, really. Jealousy. It knows how to consume you–how to infiltrate your every thought, every vein, every blood vessel until you forget that it was possible to feel anything else. It eventually turns into anger and resentment, and all you want to do is yell and scream–get your feelings heard. But you [...]
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Rachel wrote about the word revolt 2 years, 3 months ago
I stood by her side, holding her hair back as she puked her guts out into the toilet. It was revolting, really, to see her like this, but somehow that didn’t stop me from wanting to be here for her, next to her.
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Rachel is in the house. 2 years, 3 months ago
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