• sarah marie commented on the post, poster 3 weeks, 2 days ago

    i will cover my walls with posters of girls i wish i could be,
    and maybe their looks
    and determined eyes
    will inspire me

  • sarah marie commented on the post, gladiator 3 weeks, 4 days ago

    my gladiator sandals finally broke and my boyfriend is thrilled. he thinks they’re hideous. but now my wardrobe is sufficiently less chic.

  • sarah marie commented on the post, scorn 3 weeks, 6 days ago

    i can see the scorn in their eyes as i walk into the classroom.

    yes, i’m a fat piece of shit.
    but i’m trying to be thin and perfect like you.
    let me work at this.
    let me be like you.
    please stop […]

  • sarah marie commented on the post, entrée 4 weeks ago

    i do not want an entreé
    i do not want an appetizer
    i do not want food

    nothing will taste a good as skinny will feel

  • sarah marie commented on the post, sound 4 weeks, 1 day ago

    the sound of my heartbeat
    drowns out your voice

    it says one word
    with each thud

    failure
    failure
    failure

  • sarah marie commented on the post, slight 1 month ago

    i’ve lost so much weight, but i only see a slight difference.

    i want the difference to be startling.
    i want people to be jealous, concerned.
    i want to be thin.

  • sarah marie commented on the post, sunglasses 1 month ago

    my sister doesn’t like to wear sunglasses because she says that eyes are the windows to the soul. blocking out the sun also blocks out that connection.

    i always wear sunglasses.

  • sarah marie commented on the post, earring 1 month ago

    take off the earrings
    wipe off the make up
    let my hair down

    what is left?
    the face i see scares me.

  • sarah marie commented on the post, earring 1 month ago

    i feel like such a dude if i take out even one earring pair.
    i need the bling, and the make up to make me feel like a woman.
    i am a troll.

  • sarah marie commented on the post, rattle 1 month, 1 week ago

    the snake shakes his rattle of a tail,
    to warn me to stay away.

    if only all of life’s dangers were that easily identifiable.

  • sarah marie commented on the post, nourish 1 month, 1 week ago

    i need some time,
    a mental vacation
    to completely nourish
    my soul.

    i don’t want to go back
    to who i was.
    i don’t want to drown
    in this sadness.

  • sarah marie commented on the post, bitten 1 month, 1 week ago

    i’ve been bitten by the love bug,
    it’s venom runs through my veins,
    my heart beat has changed,
    it pulses to your name.

  • sarah marie commented on the post, puddle 1 month, 1 week ago

    i’ve cried so much,
    i’ve made a puddle.

    i’ve bled so much,
    i’ve made an ocean.

  • sarah marie commented on the post, pins 1 month, 1 week ago

    prick pins in my skin
    prick me along my spine

    teach me how to feel
    teach me to feel alive

  • sarah marie commented on the post, flip 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    i flip out so easily
    like a light switch
    back and forth
    light and dark
    on and off

  • sarah marie commented on the post, attendant 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    be an attendant to my pain
    be a doctor, make my heart well again

  • sarah marie commented on the post, blaze 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    i want to step out into the light
    a blaze of glory
    a vision of beauty
    all eyes on me

    i need to stop watching wedding shows.

  • sarah marie commented on the post, splash 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    run in the sand
    splash into the surf
    dive under the waves
    open my eyes
    feel the sting
    forget about air

  • sarah marie commented on the post, drifting 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    i feel myself drifting in and out of confidence and depression
    all based on my body
    and the fluctuations of the numbers on the scale.

    you say god made me this way?
    why does god hate me?

  • sarah marie commented on the post, fixed 2 months ago

    i seriously hate when people complain about their issues while they sit on their metaphorical asses.

    a problem can’t be fixed if you don’t actually try.

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