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Harlow commented on the post, smudge 1 month, 3 weeks ago
She can’t see any of his smudges.
I’m really trying hard not to see them.
I want to think hes a good person like she does.
But mostly i hope that she doesn’t have smudges.
I want to like them and not be offended by them.
I want to respect their opinion.
I want to think better of them.
I don’t want this burning feeling inside of me everytime they show their smudges. -
Harlow changed their profile picture 1 month, 3 weeks ago
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Harlow commented on the post, wheat 1 month, 3 weeks ago
Wheat
Feeling Wholesome
Like im getting all my nutrients
Like maybe ill exercise today
I’ll take the stairs today
I’ll shave my legs today
No desert today
I’ll be outside today
I’ll walk the dog today -
Harlow commented on the post, principal 10 months ago
The principal of it.
Im whining. I keep forming all these principals.
i want to tell my boyfriend i love him
cuz it feels like its bursting out of me everytime im with him
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Harlow posted an update 10 months, 2 weeks ago
So i started dating this boy. And i feel a little confused about him often like im not sure how i feel, but they he went out of town for 10 days and it was really hard and i missed him a lot and then by the end it lessened and i almost forgot what it was like to touch him and what he smelled like. For about the first six days i was fantasizing about him coming over and me running to him after his return. But by the last three i was so confused and on and off. and wondering is this working? am i always going to feel sour when we are apart? what are we going to do when i go back to school?
And then he actually walked through the door and i didn’t run i just walked with my arms folded and i was really nervous. And he just hugged me for a really long time. And i was really nervous but it just melted away. Then when he was kissing me my eyes were watering because i really do love him. and it took me so long to realize it and ive never been in any kind of love except for unrequited. And i just kept thinking of this ending. And the 10 days turning into a month. And a month turning into more. And how the whole time we were together i wanted to tell him i loved him but i didn’t even though i really felt it. And it turns out that he was thinking the same things as me. And his arms are like the boy version of mine and his hands are gloves to mine.
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Harlow commented on the post, crew 10 months, 2 weeks ago
My Crew
Lydia and henry and adam
We go swimming together
to beaches
to parties
we eat doughnuts
we watch weird movies like Sweet Hostage
we walk around
we go shopping
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Harlow commented on the post, lending 1 year ago
lemme lend him something. thats it. leave something at his place, then find a reason to get bubble tea together. Be more forgetful, more generous. forget only the car keys and cell phone charger, lend him all the […]
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Harlow commented on the post, hallowed 1 year ago
Hallowed.
Had to google it. To honor as holy.
My sweater is holy. As in it has slots of holes in it. As in its damp from the rain some people would call holy water. Hallowed, i don’t think i hold anything […]-
Good to see you back! I enjoy your stream of consciousness.
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Harlow commented on the post, puddle 1 year, 1 month ago
Puddle. Its weird how certain words make you feel certain ways. and the context is always important. A puddle could be a lake depending on the feet splashing in it. I feel like I’m treading water in a little […]
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Harlow commented on the post, pins 1 year, 1 month ago
She said it felt like she just caught a bunch of pins a needles in her hand. Like she just saw then falling and that was her first reaction. Don’t let them fall. She covers her hands with band aids that she found […]
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Harlow commented on the post, heartache 1 year, 1 month ago
heart ache
come one
this is the topic….
i imagine once this 30 seconds is over I’m gonna see letters like love and heart and breathing and some description about how they share the same body parts but […] -
Harlow commented on the post, splash 1 year, 1 month ago
Splash i think I’m supposed to think summer and pool and chlorine stained hair. Stinging eyes. I only want to ever think of these things. I want my life to only consist of bathing suits, stubbed toes from the […]
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Harlow commented on the post, catcher 1 year, 1 month ago
Catcher
Im thinkin catcher in the rye. How Holden just wanted to catch the children in the field. He just wanted to be a child and play. How danny told me that when he thinks of my name he thinks of Holden. He […]
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Harlow commented on the post, drifting 1 year, 2 months ago
Drifting
First crack your head open. Whatever is closest, the counter, your locker. Crack it on how many times your father told you were a good person and you couldn’t believe him. Then you’ll drift -
Harlow commented on the post, temper 1 year, 2 months ago
Shhh…..
For some reason it seems like whispering counteracts this.
Like if you can yell your emotions quietly. in between breath and teeth and tongue.
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Harlow commented on the post, fixed 1 year, 2 months ago
My brain should be fixed on this paper. I’ve had two weeks to do it and haven’t. My mind’s been fixed on so many other things. My brain needs to be fixed. I can’t fall asleep without taking pills can’t wake up […]
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Harlow commented on the post, duration 1 year, 2 months ago
Duration
I’ve been here for a long time
and I’m living like all i gotta do is go to sleep and it will be the next day
and it won’t feel like I’m enduring something anymore
for the duration of my time I’m […] -
Harlow wrote about the word crisp 1 year, 4 months ago
**Facebook Inbox notification** From: A stupid boy who i had previously blocked because he’s stupid, and i stupidly unblocked. “hadley the book was really sad. especially the ending hit me hard. i think i just wasn’t too interested at first because i’ve never lost anyone close to me.are you talking to me again?” ANSWER: NO! [...]
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Harlow wrote about the word crisp 1 year, 4 months ago
**Facebook Inbox notification** From: A stupid boy who i had previously blocked because he’s stupid, and i stupidly unblocked. “hadley the book was really sad. especially the ending hit me hard. i think i just wasn’t too interested at first because i’ve never lost anyone close to me.are you talking to me again?” ANSWER: NO! [...]
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Harlow wrote about the word sparkling 1 year, 4 months ago
Everything about you is sparking now. Its like my memories took all the love i had for you and sprinkled it over the only thing i have left of you. I can only remember your chipped nail polish and laugh now every memory has sunshine glowing on your skin and you are always smiling everything [...]
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So i started dating this boy. And i feel a little confused about him often like im not sure how i feel, but they he went out of town for 10 days and it was really hard and i missed him a lot and then by the end it lessened and i almost forgot what it was like to touch him and what he smelled like. For about the first six days i was fantasizing about him coming over and me running to him after his return. But by the last three i was so confused and on and off. and wondering is this working? am i always going to feel sour when we are apart? what are we going to do when i go back to school?
And then he actually walked through the door and i didn’t run i just walked with my arms folded and i was really nervous. And he just hugged me for a really long time. And i was really nervous but it just melted away. Then when he was kissing me my eyes were watering because i really do love him. and it took me so long to realize it and ive never been in any kind of love except for unrequited. And i just kept thinking of this ending. And the 10 days turning into a month. And a month turning into more. And how the whole time we were together i wanted to tell him i loved him but i didn’t even though i really felt it. And it turns out that he was thinking the same things as me. And his arms are like the boy version of mine and his hands are gloves to mine. View
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