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TayDean posted an update: 1 year, 10 months ago
Things are confusing. Life is all over the place. The only thing that I need is the summer sun hot against my face. Forget about my troubles. Let the ocean waves take me away. I wish that summer could forever stay.
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TayDean wrote about the word crush 1 year, 10 months ago
“Crush” That is how we explained our liking of the opposite sex in like 7th grade. Everything was so innocent then. We would never imagine sleeping with them. And we sure as hell wouldn’t go up and talk to them. Now we see a guy or a girl and think “He/she is so hot. I [...]
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TayDean wrote about the word failed 1 year, 10 months ago
I failed as a daughter. I complain a lot. I ask for a lot. And I never seem satisified to them, I failed as a sister. I didn’t get to keep her heart safe. I failed as a girlfriend. I snoop through his e-mails and find things that break my heart. It isn’t right of [...]
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TayDean posted an update: 1 year, 10 months ago
I love him so much. He is the most amazing person. His laugh fills me with laughter. His touch erases all of my pain. His smile brightens my day. His love for me brings me confidence that I have never known before. All of this is so amazing, yet I am so afraid. I leave for college soon. And though I’m not going far, I’m still afraid.
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TayDean posted an update: 1 year, 11 months ago
I feel so badly about everything. I’m just not happy anymore..
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I know how you feel, believe me! I’ve had that happen to me a billion times, but eventually everything works out. Next thing you know your either happy again, or completely filled with joy!
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TayDean wrote about the word smile 1 year, 11 months ago
I have never seen a smile like his. It brightens my day. And though I don’t see it as often as I would like, it still fills me with happiness. When he smiles I feel like all is right with the world and that I have met my goal of making him happy. His smile [...]
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TayDean wrote about the word train 1 year, 11 months ago
I used to always want to ride a train. A real train. Not a subway not one in Disney world, a train that takes me from one place to the next. I don’t know why I always wanted that but I did…Now I don’t really care how I get from point A to point B.,.. [...]
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TayDean wrote about the word station 1 year, 11 months ago
The other day we were at the station to the T and these guys told my friend she had sexy legs. Then they asked us where we were headed. Being from a sheltered town, we laughed then ran like hell out of there. We were naturally petrified of the three men hitting on us. It [...]
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TayDean wrote about the word embraced 1 year, 11 months ago
I always embraced him. I loved him for who he was. And now he broke my heart. I have never been embraced by him. I have been hated and disrespected by him. I embrace being hurt. I embrace the heart ache I feel right now. I am ready to cry. I embrace my life, even [...]
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TayDean wrote about the word beloved 1 year, 11 months ago
TJ. I can’t even write anymore because the only thing that comes to mind when I see this is his name. He is been my beloved for three and a half years and I just need him right now. I need him to tell me he is okay and that I am making it better.
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TayDean wrote about the word funeral 1 year, 11 months ago
I went to my grandmothers funeral. It was heart breaking. My friend said “Ew it smells like dead people in here.” i will never forget how angry that made me. I miss my grandmother every day. She was the glue that held my family together. Now we are all apart. It really upsets me that [...]
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TayDean wrote about the word rise 1 year, 11 months ago
I can rise above anything. People put me down because of my weight but I don’t let it get to me. I can overcome every obstacle thrown at me no matter what weight I am. My mother raised me to be a strong girl. I know I am smart, and beautiful and I can do [...]
