• ..I feel like a broken star that lost its grip from the sky.. a caterpillar that died before turning into a butterfly..

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  • xpowder wrote about the word flashback 2 years, 9 months ago

    flashback. playground swings. coke and vanilla ice cream. cotton candy and your very first kiss. but now you’re twenty-one and life has passed you by. you’re stuck in yesterday, drunk today and hung-over tomorrow. you listen to songs that linger at the back of your mind and write poetry about love that never did happen. [...]

  • xpowder posted an update in the group Group logoshare your psyche: 2 years, 11 months ago

    bittersweet song
    by yours truly

    your smile reminds me of sunshine’s aftertaste
    from lazy mornings that I try so hard to define
    in my journal and lightning was always my
    favorite shade of the sky because everything seems
    to fade into darkness in a split-second
    (but just for a moment)
    before a kaleidoscope of colors
    start to reappear
    in your eyes.

    when we were both fifteen,
    we used to believe that stars
    could make our wishes come true but,
    like love,
    all they ever taught us was
    how to fall.

    as the darkness haunts the night,
    it’s as if you braided the moonlight on my hair
    so that even when you close your eyes,
    you can still see my reflection.

    while we wait for summer
    to sing his lullaby
    one last time,
    we hold hands
    and start to dance
    inside our minds.

    I guess you’re still
    a little boy with big dreams
    and I’m still a little girl
    with a broken heart.

    you were already a part of me
    even before you knew my name
    and I was already yours
    even before you memorized my face.

    I hope someday, we will finally meet
    and together, both of us will learn how to fly
    and touch the sky with our
    bittersweet song.

  • xpowder posted a new activity comment: 2 years, 11 months ago

    this is effin’ brilliant..

    In reply to - Clowder posted an update in the group share your psyche: Combustion all cats are grey in the dark, except for the ones who aren’t. and all these bridges lead to bonfires, where the witches watch the people burn. once i told you that you were delicate. once you told me you hated your family. so i cried for you when your grandmother died, and braided our fingers over happy dilutions about taped eyelids and chelsea-smiles. all cats are grey in the dark. yet the flames illuminate us and i can see your left eye socket. it’s the color of upturned trashcans, and juice boxes, and bitter smiles, said at the end of an awkward pause. once i told you to shut the hell up, and then cried about it for a week. i do a lot of that for you, crying i mean. and you just seem to stare back, indifferent. i never wanted to be joan of arc. but standing here watching you burn doesn’t seem to be any easier. but maybe when it’s all said and done, when my bridges are nothing but a greasy spot on the pavement, i can forget about your fragile hands. once i told my mother that I’d be different. I would marry a beautiful man and raise my kids on pretty things. But she blotted the mascara at the corner of my eyes and said; “all cats are grey in the dark.” • View
  • xpowder posted an update in the group Group logoshare your psyche: 2 years, 11 months ago

    carousel by yours truly

    this paper is our dance floor
    as words waltz from our fingers
    and we spill our hearts on the page.

    please don’t stop the music of our poetry, darling.
    oh, please don’t stop.

    we create melodies from thoughts
    as if dreams are the piano keys.

    guitar strings lace our throats
    waiting for the silence
    to break from our lips.

    and even if the earth spins
    like a carousel with nothing to live for,
    will you still hold my hand then?

  • xpowder posted a new activity comment: 2 years, 11 months ago

    amen to that.

    In reply to - deadutante posted an update in the group share your psyche: Error Operator If you miss my voice but an automated message will tide you over, press one. If I forgot my house keys on the night stand again, press two. If you can slash my credit debt in half with no interest, press three. If it’s Valentines and your alone with a bottle of wine, press four. If your are left the only one laughing in your crowd of friends again, press five. If it’s Sunday night at 10pm and you forgot we had plans during the day, press six. If you’ve had an epiphany and you care to share, press seven. If your done waiting for me to figure out your life, press eight. If you’ve fallen in stinging nettles and can’t get up, press nine. If your without the courage to talk to me on the phone, press zero then pound. The operator will be with you shortly and they’ll help you sort out what you are looking for. • View
  • xpowder posted an update: 2 years, 11 months ago

    I am the autumn leaves that continue to fall
    and the little girl that still wants
    to learn how to fly.

  • xpowder wrote about the word dress 3 years ago

    you dressed me up in tragedy and taught me how to turn fragments of myself into words even if I’m messed up and falling apart.

  • xpowder posted an update in the group Group logoshare your psyche: 3 years ago

    hearts to everyone ~♥

  • xpowder posted an update: 3 years ago

    I just turned 21 last May 12 (Wednesday)..

    YAY!

  • xpowder became a registered member 3 years ago