last night as i was falling asleep i thought of how i just might love you forever – no matter what.
whether in that timeless dreamy haze or in the sober acutelydefined reality.
no matter as what. the best friend ive found so far in the world, distant soulmate, or lover.
then i looked around at that deafening heavy realness and youre not there. i thought of where you were and the beautiful memories i didnt care to think of for a while. all that i couldnt let die. the new world that is here.
i find myself in spaces of inbetween of oft’ now.
where time and emotion are so big, so small. so simple, so complex.
but i suppose im exactly where ive been from the beginning – this makes no sense at all and all the sense in the world.
am i going in circles?
or is that the way of things. like the cycles of seasons or water.
but theres always the chance i could be just as crazy as the song.