• Walli commented on the post, fatigue 3 months ago

    I have lived such a short time compared to others. Seventeen years is nothing. And yet I’ve already become so fatigued and tired of living…that it’s almost inexcusable. almost unforgivable. I’ll hopefully look back on these days and laugh, and be able to see how much of a fool I was…but until then, I will just have to figure out how to not worry.

  • Walli commented on the post, society 3 months, 1 week ago

    Society: a world full of “civilized” and judgmental people, who think they have the right to criticize others.

    But saying that makes me just like them doesn’t it?

  • Walli commented on the post, stretcher 10 months, 1 week ago

    they carried the stretcher out of the house for what felt like hours to the on lookers. Over the light beige cobbled stone, past the sidewalk, onto the street and into the bright red screeching ambulance. It was […]

  • Walli commented on the post, dwell 11 months ago

    I try not to dwell on the past, because watching those memories play over and over in my mind only hurts. It makes me sad to know that it was all so good then, but now I’m stuck with no exit. but I know that when […]

  • Walli commented on the post, minute 11 months ago

    I had to wait a minute to get a hold of my feelings. I had to stop and think. To reign in what I was feeling. To keep it all from just pouring out onto the sidewalk around me. And I just barely managed to. That […]

  • Walli commented on the post, pour 11 months, 1 week ago

    I try to never let them pour when anyone else is around. No matter how much it makes me feel sick. Nauseous. I wont let those tears pour.

  • Walli commented on the post, mayor 11 months, 1 week ago

    the mayor of the city, doesn’t always have all the power
    sometimes he’s just a face to an organization that controls everything behind the strings. Sometimes he truly gets what he wants.
    But almost always, does […]

  • Walli commented on the post, chat 11 months, 2 weeks ago

    i always wished i had someone there to just chat with. like talk about nothing until the sun came up. Someone who was comfortable just completely being themselves with me. I’ve never been able to find that person. […]

  • Walli commented on the post, duration 1 year, 2 months ago

    for the duration of the time I was there. I didn’t know what to do. I wandered about the rooms, trying to catch sight of someone I knew, but there was nothing. No one. I couldn’t stop and meet new people. I wasn’t […]

  • Walli commented on the post, gallery 1 year, 3 months ago

    The art gallery down the street remains the last building left untouched. Everything else is gone. The parks, the trees, the stone walls and fences surrounding the homes and apartments. it’s all gone.

  • Walli commented on the post, festival 1 year, 3 months ago

    I haven’t been to a festival in a long time. The brightly lit rides, the food stands, even the giant crowds of people. I just miss it all. Those ‘festivals’ at school will never be able to compete.

  • Walli commented on the post, pony 1 year, 3 months ago

    I was never one of those girls who wanted the pony. I didn’t see the need for one. Or the practicality behind owning one. I had no space to keep it, nothing to feed it with, and no time to take care of it. How […]

  • Walli commented on the post, sacred 1 year, 3 months ago

    they believed their lives were sacred, and held them above everything else. They believed they were the most important, and left everything else behind in the dust. Their belief in themselves left the separated […]

  • Walli wrote about the word plans 1 year, 3 months ago

    I promised both last year and this year i wouldn’t be the one to make all the plans. I wouldn’t be the one who had to set everything p for everyone just to be included. The someone else would do it for once. I think that’s when everything fell down. That’s when i started to [...]

  • Walli wrote about the word hinge 1 year, 3 months ago

    the door hinge creaked everytime one would even push on the wall next to it. not even to mention on the door. no one was left in the house to oil it down. No one had been there for years. they left it alone and creaking. The wind would sometimes be the pressure you could [...]

  • Walli wrote about the word accordion 1 year, 4 months ago

    I never really learned how to play my accordion. It just ended up sitting on the shelf, only even being used once or twice in a year, when a friend would spot it and pick it up. It was a present from someone, long forgotten. a tired little toy, who never got played.