• Jessica posted an update in the group Group logoTruth: 1 year, 9 months ago

    Sometimes it feels like someone else is living my life. Like I am watching them making all of these mistakes and I’m screaming ”Stop it! What are you doing?” but they can’t hear me. I want to take control again. I want to fix this. The truth is- I’m scared.

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  • Jessica wrote about the word revolt 2 years, 4 months ago

    Revolting doesn’t have to be loud, angry mass rebellion. I am currently revolting in a silence. Alone in a silent fury. I am rebelling against the ideals that were instilled in my mind at a young age. Which ideals am I referring to? True love. Soul mates. Happily ever after. Believing that there is someone [...]

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  • Jessica posted an update: 2 years, 4 months ago

    I love writing more than just about anything. Not only because I actually enjoy it but because it is one of the few things that I can do well. Or so I have always been told. I just wish I had more time to devote to it. I have been trying. But here I am at 2:30 am, eyes burning, trying to write but knowing that I have to go to bed soon, whether I want to or not. I miss it so much. One day I’ll be able to write all day, every day, for a living. And it will make me so happy.

  • Jessica posted a new activity comment: 2 years, 4 months ago

    No? It’s the #1 choice of choosy Moms (or so the commercials say). Haha.

    In reply to - Kaci wrote about the word jelly Peanut butter and jelly! I miss peanut butter and jelly. I used to have PB&J all the time when I was a kid. Skippy’s chunky peanut butter and Welch’s grape jelly packed together between two pieces of Wonder white bread. I must have taken that for lunch everyday when I was in kindergarten. • View
  • Jessica wrote about the word fragrance 2 years, 4 months ago

    His fragrance was strong and sweet like cinnamon but also calming and soothing like the air after a long rain. And she couldn’t get enough. In her mind everything about him was pure perfection, right down to his smell. He shifted in his sleep and she smiled, knowing that soon she would be falling asleep [...]

  • Jessica posted an update in the group Group logoshare your psyche: 2 years, 4 months ago

    There is so much potential in not knowing. And there is so much that I do not know. Sometimes I wonder if this is because I genuinely do not have the knowledge necessary to comprehend any of it or if I subconciously avoid thinking about it to the extent I would need to fully grasp any real understanding – in fear that what I discover isn’t what I had imagined. Maybe this is a Peter Pan theory, wishing to live in an idealistic realm of my imagination rather than the reality staring me in the face. But sometimes isn’t it nice to dream of something more? This is why I am content not knowing everything.

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  • Jessica wrote about the word pills 2 years, 4 months ago

    “I’m going to prescribe you some pills.” He said, as nonchalantly as if he had just asked me about the weather. He tells me that I’m suffering from an anxiety disorder that stemmed from my PTSD. Lately I can’t sleep more than 2 hours a day. I wouldn’t eat if I didn’t have to. I [...]

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  • Jessica posted a new activity comment: 2 years, 4 months ago

    Haha, me too. Except mine was Jiffy creamy peanut butter.

    In reply to - Kaci wrote about the word jelly Peanut butter and jelly! I miss peanut butter and jelly. I used to have PB&J all the time when I was a kid. Skippy’s chunky peanut butter and Welch’s grape jelly packed together between two pieces of Wonder white bread. I must have taken that for lunch everyday when I was in kindergarten. • View
  • Jessica posted a new activity comment: 2 years, 4 months ago

    I always love when people can associate something as common as a game controller to life. I dig it.

    In reply to - Annie wrote about the word controller Video game controllers always confuse me. I’ve never been much of a gamer; my parents didn’t allow me to play video games when I was younger. Nowadays, whenever I go to a friend’s house and find a video game controller in my hand, I have no idea what to do but to randomly mash buttons [...] • View
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