• Travis commented on the post, harness 10 months, 3 weeks ago

    To harness a day… to grapple it, to take it by it’s head and yank it towards you into a headlock, that’s a goal of mine from here on out. I sincerely feel it catching up with me: wasting days doing what might […]

  • Travis commented on the post, reporter 11 months, 3 weeks ago

    The reporter stood over him, out of breath, while the rain smacked against the plastic hood of his parka. After two and a half years, she’d found him, huddled in the dark under the rain like a frightened cat. She […]

  • Travis posted an update in the group Group logoSummer for forever 1 year ago

    In Chicago, early summer is breezy like coastal LA. The differences are many, but that breeze, it rolls is and ripples the leaves that’ve finally sprouted from branches. In Michigan, I remember watching storms roll in from my apartment, one of the tallest buildings in the city of Lansing. The breeze in Chicago is like that, where it’s inevitable and headed towards you. Michigan storms can be strong ones, and since moving back, I’ve been reminded that those storms that I experienced in MI were felt a few hours after they were felt in Chicago. . . but this Chicago breeze is just enough to lift a light shirt off of your skin or cool the sweat falling down the side of your neck. When it blows through the screen door, I often walk right up to that perforated barrier and shut my eyes. I can smell and almost taste the dusty metal of the screen. The wind blows in at a constant and I can only hope that skydiving comes with a peace like that, if only for just a moment before you remember you’re careening to Earth with nothing but woven materials to slow you down.

    I don’t mind the clichéd correlation between Chicago and wind. Feel free to bring it up whether you know what that term ”Windy City” truly means or not. It’s a wonderful attribute of our weather here. When it tumbles through the quiet downtown streets at 2:30AM and when it comes off the Lake’s coast and makes it all the way to the lush suburbs, it lifts everyone’s spirits. I’ve always noticed that. People are markedly happier here during the summer, probably due to the fact that we’ve had to run through a warmth-and-insulation checklist 4 feet from the doorway before walking outside into winter’s clutches. It’s difficult to be productive in those times, too. I believe that to be productive, you’ve kinda gotta be uncomfortable and wanting to keep moving…which, with that perspective, makes a Chicago winter a prime time to get things going. But they only go so far when ice starts to collect on the gears. That breeze, that’s the catalyst, that’s what gets people going around here. It reminds us that we do live in a pretty fantastic place, that it’s time to be comfortable and graze thighs with hands and go for a few more miles and shut the AC off and keep the windows down. . . and to some that readily recollect how fucking harsh some winters can be, it reminds us that we only have a few moments before that breeze is exponentially colder.

    If only it was summer for forever. . .

  • Travis commented on the post, disregard 1 year ago

    I just read Oh The Places You’ll Go. . . And I feel as if I’ve meditated. To see “disregard” come up is somewhat serendipitous, because I’ve done what I’d kinda swore off that I’d never do, which is have a New […]

  • Travis commented on the post, entrée 1 year, 1 month ago

    I want to write a story here about how entrées come at a nice dinner and there’s been a bit of a commotion and I can’t believe I’ve stayed, or they’ve stayed, or I’m waiting to deliver news about leaving the […]

  • Travis commented on the post, earring 1 year, 1 month ago

    He came back with a necklace made of what looked like organized but jagged quartz that’d scratch a woman’s chest and throat, a slender sliver watch that took more than a few moments to unclasp, and a multitude of […]

  • Travis posted an update 1 year, 1 month ago

    I fear sleep. I’m not scared, but dammit, it feels good…and I don’t like that. I don’t believe it’s a waste of time, but it sure takes a lot of it up.
    I hope that, the next time I read this, I think back to when I wrote this and remember that I fucking pushed it this week. For 7 straight days, I mashed it, I took everything in stride and my strides were olympic. That’s what’s new.

  • Travis commented on the post, desk 1 year, 1 month ago

    Everytime I sit at my desk and hope to write something eloquent or profound or just something lucid with a quasi-legitimate storyline and a character that one can buy into, I end up sounding like a Don Draper […]

  • Travis commented on the post, bitten 1 year, 1 month ago

    Once bitten, twice shy. Never really got that saying.

    I envision it meaning something like “fool me once, shame on you…fool me twice, shame on me” or whatever. Now THAT I can identify with, especially with […]

  • Travis commented on the post, heartache 1 year, 1 month ago

    Wow…heartache. We’re really pullin’ for the “emo” crowd here on this one.

    So let’s dilute the overt amount of what’s bound to be poured on and get to the crux of what we should be going for here: what it […]

  • Travis commented on the post, attendant 1 year, 1 month ago

    Flight attendants aren’t what they used to be, and I’m sure everyone’s going to talk about that on here, so in an effort to be novel, I’m gonna pour one out for the little guy…
    The gas station attendant, […]

  • Travis commented on the post, drifting 1 year, 1 month ago

    I just watched Martha Marcy May Marlene, and one of the scenes, near the end, where she’s treading water behind her sister’s house. . . the lake or river or whatever body of water she was in not only looked black, […]

  • Travis commented on the post, residue 1 year, 1 month ago

    Not usually a disgusting word, but has some disgusting connotations.

    All I can think of is puddles. Rain left over from the night before, a quasi-holographic collection of oil remnants in a parking lot that […]

  • Travis commented on the post, fixed 1 year, 2 months ago

    Whew, this is a good one.

    I yearn to be fixed in regards to relationships, the future and its ambiguity, my shoulder, my debt that I don’t really feel yet and don’t like that I don’t feel it. . .

    I’m also […]

  • Travis commented on the post, pattern 1 year, 2 months ago

    I was just thinking about getting into a zone, getting into a mode that everything lines up right and the outskirts blur. A chí or some sort of “being one with whatever” type of vibe, where you’re on it and […]

  • Travis commented on the post, professional 1 year, 2 months ago

    I’m not a professional by any means, at anything. I think it’s something like wisdom, where you can’t say that you have wisdom or that you’re a professional unless you’ve been dubbed as such by someone else. And I […]

  • Travis commented on the post, lantern 1 year, 2 months ago

    I always liked the forest green oil lantern that hung from the overhanging part of the roof of my parent’s house. I rarely recall it being lit, but it was vintage and I always thought that kinda stuff was […]

  • Travis commented on the post, gallery 1 year, 3 months ago

    I just read a blurb about a guy, a writer, who was in an art gallery that had tapestries depicting Jesus and The Last Supper and a bunch of other scenes that the big guy went through before he got…ya know. […]

  • Travis posted an update 1 year, 3 months ago

    Stay up till you wake up. – Wallpaper.

  • Travis commented on the post, curse 1 year, 3 months ago

    If there’s such a thing as being cursed, I can’t buy into the idea that it’s some type of thing that’s unforgivable or irreversible. To be sent down a dreary path for the remainder of your days isn’t kosher, in my […]

    • I like how fresh your writing is, all of it. Tells enough, but doesn’t bore, throws in your own style. Kudos

      • Thanks Zoe. I try to keep things positive. With these kinda sites, it’s tough to not trail off into dreary, emo type stuff.

        I saw you posted about M83. That song. . . I mean, to say it saved my life would be a bit of a reach. . . but maybe not. . . Lupe Fiasco put his spin on it. I dono if you’re a fan, but the song is called The End Of The World. Pretty euphoric stuff.

        • So true. I’ve heard the song before, it’s good. I’ve been kinda caught up in MGMT and M83, that kinda music. Mellows me out. And thanks for reading some of my stuff, means a lot to know I’m not the only one reading.

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