Entries By Adeona
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sweat
sweat seat heart leak underwater preach- er pounding to the beat drip up your neck onto your thighs sting your eyes, worthless surprise
Posted By Adeona On 03.03.2012 @ 12:31 pm
force
is it all free will or is it actually all force? Do you want to be forced? Will you make a decision otherwise? Is it better to retain your will and choice but not get everything done or is it better to be told and then please everyone? Autonomy or compliance?
Posted By Adeona On 08.25.2011 @ 11:33 pm
deadbolt
deadbolt lock you in perfect control
hate poetry stop making rhymes I can’t lock nothin in
can’t do shit about my life except me nothing else I have a say in.
I cry and nobody cares stupid teenage problems
Posted By Adeona On 04.28.2011 @ 10:31 pm
robot
ro bot, performing the day’s work
ro bot, smiling when needed
ro bot, emotionless and cold
ro bot, burning on the inside
for some expression for some freedom late at night when you are sad but then you wake up and it’s
ro bot…
Posted By Adeona On 04.19.2011 @ 10:11 pm
plans
Well, plans scare me right now, Whether about college in the fall Or this concert we’re going to this month Or even school this week (tomorrow) Next season month week And it all starts tomorrow.
Posted By Adeona On 04.03.2011 @ 12:41 pm
almost
I seem like I am “almost” everything I can/want to be. Almost pretty enough. Almost eating well enough. Almost finishing everything in school. I get a B, not an A. C-, not a B. “Almost got there,” you say. “Try harder next time?” “Come on, you have so much potential. Stop being ‘almost’.” Looks like I’ll always be almost there.
Posted By Adeona On 03.07.2011 @ 5:15 pm
keychain
long keychains are dumb everything is dumb why do I think I am so much better than anything I deem “dumb” “stupid” or “unworthy”? I have been told too often I am of great worth, and told too often by myself but I’ll think I’m just another potato in the bag if I consider and accept that I am worth the same as every one of his ex-girlfriends.
Posted By Adeona On 02.27.2011 @ 10:19 pm
admit
I admit I cannot save you
I admit you may hurt more than you help
I admit I can do better than this
I willingly surrender that I need to do greater
that I can do greater
that I shall do greater
I have an untapped potential to change my own world, radiate outward, through family, friends, schools, towns, nations, the world.
Posted By Adeona On 12.06.2010 @ 9:53 am
elixir
Give me an elixir To warm this heart To quell its pulsings of irresponsible wants
Pulse through my body Cure my mind Calm my soul of tremors and disloyalty
Posted By Adeona On 11.03.2010 @ 11:17 am
weeks
Threre weeks. I thought we wouldn’t last longer than three weeks, that I’d go back to him in time. That his heart would be tugging too strongly on mine and the memories too great. I still don’t know who’s better for me, or rather, whom I’m better for.
Posted By Adeona On 10.24.2010 @ 11:30 am
horses
Horses gallop and clip-clop along the cobblestone roads of the wooden town. The rain mists by and hurried umbrellaers whisk from one doorway to another, never stopping to notice the mellow horses shaking their tails.
Posted By Adeona On 09.10.2010 @ 12:46 pm
stroller
oh joy, you have a baby now! have a wonderful time with this responsibility. i hope you had fun with your sex, too.
Posted By Adeona On 09.07.2010 @ 3:26 pm
eternally
eternally isn’t something that i can decide on right now ask me again when i’m older and more able to deal with it . but if what i’m with when i’m older is determined by what i do now isn’t my eternity decided now? so much pressure to guess right
Posted By Adeona On 08.16.2010 @ 11:32 pm
