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tasting

All of these images. All of these memories. It leaves me wanting to taste more of you. I miss tasting the way we intertwined each others breath of life. I miss tasting the happiness of just enjoying each other’s presence. However, I fear you wanting or searching for that taste from other things your eyes lay upon. I know that’s stupid of me. I know we’re the best thing that’s happened to each other. But sometimes I just can’t help but think that’s not always the case.

Posted By Alaska may On 05.07.2012 @ 6:58 pm

crisp

How I wish I could feel the crisp air sweep across my face. Instead I’m jailed in this place a call a room thinking,dreaming, wishing on something that wont happen. You keep saying you’ll change. I’ve yet to see any progression. I hate the control you have over me.

Posted By Alaska may On 01.13.2012 @ 8:49 pm

dozen

Half a dozen things crossing through my mind. Is this really happening? Do I really love this boy that much to give something away I’ve cherished for so long? Everything can change in the blink of an eye. When your guard is penetrated by someone you love and trust everything in the world seems right, even if it’s the wrong choice tomorrow. Yes, technically in the “sense” of the word it didn’t happen to it’s fullest, therefore didn’t happen at all. But that is just like people to beat around the bush, looking and making excuses for something that happened that they don’t want to admit.

Posted By Alaska may On 01.06.2012 @ 7:57 pm

mean

The way she told him small facts about her day knowing he would be curious. She purposefully is provoking him to just make him jealous, is that mean? She wants him to want her. But does that count when he’s already hers?

Posted By Alaska may On 07.10.2011 @ 7:32 pm

eyeliner

Eyeliner is to women as body spray is to men. Now ordinarily a woman who does not where eyeliner seems to want a more natural homegrown look. I personally like eyeliner on women as long as it it not overdone. However, many cheap whores use eyeliner as a crutch. That is all.

Posted By Alaska may On 05.05.2011 @ 10:16 pm

eyeliner is my favorite thing, it makes me feel bettter about myself. sometimes when im not wearing it my eyes look like little beads and i feel asian i dont like asians im sorry its not their fault they are just creepy but they have nice clothes. and hair.

Posted By Alaska may On 05.05.2011 @ 10:11 pm

dinosaur

Who would’ve thought something so memorable, large, and frightening would completely disappear. It scares me to think that some of the biggest things still wont stand the test of time. So how am I supposed to know what will? What if my life is just a spec in this world leaving no dent or impact what so ever?

Posted By Alaska may On 05.03.2011 @ 11:25 pm

bandana

I could never understand what it was about that black and white bandana he loved so much. Sometimes I think he’d rather live without me than it. It was a safe haven for him, a token of luck. They were inseparable.

Posted By Alaska may On 05.02.2011 @ 2:40 pm

deadbolt

This is the one thing keeping me from where I want to go and who I want to be. I’m locked in so deep I don’t even know where to begin searching for a key. Instead I just shut off the world and embrace it. When in reality, all it is doing is pushing me down a deeper unsocializing hole. Building walls. Hoping that someone will come after me by simply ignoring them. Such an ignorant mindset. How can someone come after me if they don’t know I’m there?

Posted By Alaska may On 04.28.2011 @ 11:26 am

trailer

It was parked far on a hill top as far as your eyes could see. Surrounding it was blue and purple pansies dancing in the wind. The pond in front of it reflected the world above it. Crazy how a beautiful sight like that could also be the one that makes your heart race the fastest.

Posted By Alaska may On 04.26.2011 @ 9:47 pm

intersection

As soon as the light turned green, I slammed the pedal. Not knowing this simple action would change everything.

Posted By Alaska may On 04.25.2011 @ 4:44 pm

puzzled

Puzzled. This word describes exactly how I feel about a current situation. I’m so confused by the fact that I might love him more. I’m also puzzled as to why I’m on this website. Hopefully one day i’ll be solved. Until then, I’ll j

Posted By Alaska may On 04.24.2011 @ 10:24 pm