Entries By Alyson
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determined
I am determined to be all that I can be. I am determined to lead a beautiful life, to be successfull, to have a happy family, to fall in love and stay in love. Determination isn’t just ambition, it’s more beautiful and more pure. it means differnent things to differenct people but to me it means fulfilling your potential, whatever that may be.
Posted By Alyson On 12.13.2012 @ 10:13 am
Determined. I don’t really know what the purpose of this excercise, but I’m determined to giving it a shot. Haha. I’m so tired. Wow i really need some sleep. my head hurts so bad. honestly i cant deal with it. AH WOOO i cheated the system and got more time because I’m a BAWSSSS. I can’t wait for next semester, I’m determined to get better grades and not look like such a dumbass. Also I want to get with Jake.
Posted By alyson On 12.12.2012 @ 9:08 pm
scene
help
if i saw any of my friends in this state i would scream at them YOU ARE TOO GOOD FOR THIS GET OUT OF THE CAR. GET OUT.
and here i sit
for half an hour
beautiful at 24 crying my eyes out on a friday night.
FUCK OFF he yelled. thank you unraveling me. you do such a good job of causing me to second guess myself.
i reworked my entire life for you.
what am i doing?
get out of the car
Posted By alyson On 10.05.2012 @ 11:59 pm
i remember once what it was like to be happy. the most beautiful scene. all of these things… i would trade them for happiness. or maybe i should be with someone who allows for things and happiness? who the fuck knows
Posted By alyson On 10.05.2012 @ 11:56 pm
flex
The intake and outtake of a breath. One that takes and one that gives. Prisoner and Freedom.
Posted By Alyson On 09.08.2012 @ 11:29 am
auxiliary
auxilary is a hard word to write about especially because i do not know the meaning. i think it means importance or something but i am not posotive. hmm.
Posted By alyson On 07.14.2012 @ 7:57 pm
pits
Stinky smelly sweaty underarms. Are you feeling in the pits today? pits rymes with hits and knits and kits Oh pits. My pits, his pits, her pits, its pits, smelly pits.
Posted By Alyson On 06.20.2012 @ 9:10 am
straw
I like those curly crazy straws you used to have as a kid. Blowing as hard as you can to make bubbles blow up, then sucking for twelve hours trying to get any liquid to come back to you. Not sure what the point was, looking back on them.
Posted By Alyson On 06.13.2012 @ 11:42 pm
swing
One of my fondest memories brings me back to a time where a climbing frame could be a castle, and a swing could be a portal to another dimension. I miss those days, the days where I could feel infinite just because I climbed the biggest hill or where I waded through the strongest stream.
Posted By Alyson On 03.06.2012 @ 3:44 pm
professional
A long time ago someone once asked me what it was like to be a professional. So I turned to them, and took off my glasses and said to them. ‘I don’t know, you’ll have to ask one.’
Posted By Alyson On 03.05.2012 @ 3:29 pm
medical
Wow. I’m truly surprised that this is my topic. By this time next week, I will be training in a nursing home for my CNA license. I’m beyond excited to go forth and persure a career in medicine, but I must admit, I have never been more nervous about something in my entire life.
Posted By Alyson On 02.22.2012 @ 11:28 am
epiphany
Holy shit. Oh my god. I just had an epiphany. The word bed is shaped like a bed.
Posted By Alyson On 11.01.2011 @ 1:32 pm
passionate
It’s weird isn’t, feeling so passionate about something? A person, a thing, a place. Passion can be for anything. And for me, right now its for a person. I didn’t think it would happen, but here I am, and it did. I don’t know what will come of things.
Posted By Alyson On 10.31.2011 @ 3:28 pm
ant
I can’t believe you can just lie there and listen to me cry. Something isn’t right here
Posted By Alyson On 09.05.2011 @ 11:37 pm
deer
Dear deer. Where do you go? When you go past the lights that almost took your life. Last night. Those lights, that light my way back home to the man who looks like a deer in headlights. Where did he go last night?
Posted By Alyson On 08.18.2011 @ 6:46 pm
Dear deer. Where do you go? When you go past the lights that almost took your life. Last night. Those lights that light my way back home to the man who looks like a deer in headlights. Where did he go last night?
Posted By Alyson On 08.18.2011 @ 6:40 pm
station
Train stations are pretty interesting. I mean, you can meet all sorts of people while waiting for a train. You can find new friends, enemies, lovers, haters. All from sitting beside someone while waiting for a train. Magical things happen at train stations. I wish I could visit platform 9 and 3/4. I want to be harry potter. Or hermione.
Posted By Alyson On 06.14.2011 @ 9:43 pm
iron
Irons make me think of heat and pain and stuff like that. Or like silver. It also makes me think of branding. I have no idea why. Steam. And that scratchy-screechy noise it makes when you scrape it on the ground. It just gave me a shiver down my spine. I hate it.
Posted By Alyson On 04.24.2011 @ 10:37 am
trusted
there are so many times that i think if i can just cry it all out – get it all out i won’t be able to cry anymore and the feelings will go away. trouble with that is the more upset you are the more tears come. i think i may have trusted too much given too much of myself to you. now what
Posted By Alyson On 03.30.2011 @ 8:02 pm
heels
I love high heels. They’re amazing. I wonder if they actually give you the arch support you look for… It’s never good to have flat feet. My favorite pair of heels make me about 4 inches taller and are very nude colored. I love them more than any other heels I’ve ever had before. I still have to break them in, but it was definitely worth the splurge. :)
Posted By Alyson On 03.15.2011 @ 4:26 pm
perfectly
the warm sun setting on a river, splashing everything in pink orange and yellow. after it sets the moon and stars shine like never before.
Posted By Alyson On 01.07.2011 @ 1:50 pm
when life takes many many bad turns and for years you ponder these detours only to realize that you have ended up where you belong despite the bad things that got in your way. you find bliss.
Posted By Alyson On 01.07.2011 @ 1:47 pm
market
not on the market anymore, so my entire path is changed…. living with you, loving you, it’s all i want i think… when im 26, but im 23.
Posted By Alyson On 11.14.2010 @ 12:54 am
reader
Black Slate Copy words Copy lines Correcting grammar, practice my English Pencil in my book Chalk on slate
Posted By Alyson On 11.07.2010 @ 7:49 pm
coaster
I never use coasters. I’m a rebel that way. I own up to my water stains. Yeah. What?
Posted By Alyson On 09.30.2010 @ 9:16 am
up and down too fast. i hate it but i can’t tell you that – im supposed to be adventurous. im supposed to be a lot of things… but loving roller coasters is definitely one of them… im sorry, i might be a fake
Posted By Alyson On 09.30.2010 @ 1:57 am
i am argumentative and stubborn, i argue points i don’t necessarily believe in just so that both sides are on the table. who am i trying to be fair to? i guess i am devil’s advocate in the most true and dangerous sense. i hate rules and the mundane and the generic and the “right”. i hate confines. i hate the grain. i hate. it’s hard.
Posted By Alyson On 09.30.2010 @ 1:54 am
hostage
Sometimes I feel like my emotions hold me hostage. Like everyone else can be all calm and collected. And I have to worry about crying in public.
Posted By Alyson On 09.24.2010 @ 8:16 pm
leap
I leap into the water and feel its freezing waves surround me. Each bone in my bone seems to shiver from the inside out. My heart beats
Posted By alyson On 06.17.2010 @ 10:08 pm
