Entries By Alyson
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I am determined to be all that I can be. I am determined to lead a beautiful life, to be successfull, to have a happy family, to fall in love and stay in love. Determination isn’t just ambition, it’s more beautiful and more pure. it means differnent things to differenct people but to me it means fulfilling your potential, whatever that may be.Posted By Alyson On 12.13.2012 @ 10:13 am
Determined. I don’t really know what the purpose of this excercise, but I’m determined to giving it a shot. Haha. I’m so tired. Wow i really need some sleep. my head hurts so bad. honestly i cant deal with it. AH WOOO i cheated the system and got more time because I’m a BAWSSSS. I can’t wait for next semester, I’m determined to get better grades and not look like such a dumbass. Also I want to get with Jake.Posted By alyson On 12.12.2012 @ 9:08 pm
if i saw any of my friends in this state i would scream at them YOU ARE TOO GOOD FOR THIS GET OUT OF THE CAR. GET OUT.
and here i sit
for half an hour
beautiful at 24 crying my eyes out on a friday night.
FUCK OFF he yelled. thank you unraveling me. you do such a good job of causing me to second guess myself.
i reworked my entire life for you.
what am i doing?
get out of the carPosted By alyson On 10.05.2012 @ 11:59 pm
One of my fondest memories brings me back to a time where a climbing frame could be a castle, and a swing could be a portal to another dimension. I miss those days, the days where I could feel infinite just because I climbed the biggest hill or where I waded through the strongest stream.Posted By Alyson On 03.06.2012 @ 3:44 pm
Wow. I’m truly surprised that this is my topic. By this time next week, I will be training in a nursing home for my CNA license. I’m beyond excited to go forth and persure a career in medicine, but I must admit, I have never been more nervous about something in my entire life.Posted By Alyson On 02.22.2012 @ 11:28 am
Train stations are pretty interesting. I mean, you can meet all sorts of people while waiting for a train. You can find new friends, enemies, lovers, haters. All from sitting beside someone while waiting for a train. Magical things happen at train stations. I wish I could visit platform 9 and 3/4. I want to be harry potter. Or hermione.Posted By Alyson On 06.14.2011 @ 9:43 pm
Irons make me think of heat and pain and stuff like that. Or like silver. It also makes me think of branding. I have no idea why. Steam. And that scratchy-screechy noise it makes when you scrape it on the ground. It just gave me a shiver down my spine. I hate it.Posted By Alyson On 04.24.2011 @ 10:37 am
there are so many times that i think if i can just cry it all out – get it all out i won’t be able to cry anymore and the feelings will go away. trouble with that is the more upset you are the more tears come. i think i may have trusted too much given too much of myself to you. now whatPosted By Alyson On 03.30.2011 @ 8:02 pm
I love high heels. They’re amazing. I wonder if they actually give you the arch support you look for… It’s never good to have flat feet. My favorite pair of heels make me about 4 inches taller and are very nude colored. I love them more than any other heels I’ve ever had before. I still have to break them in, but it was definitely worth the splurge. :)Posted By Alyson On 03.15.2011 @ 4:26 pm
i am argumentative and stubborn, i argue points i don’t necessarily believe in just so that both sides are on the table. who am i trying to be fair to? i guess i am devil’s advocate in the most true and dangerous sense. i hate rules and the mundane and the generic and the “right”. i hate confines. i hate the grain. i hate. it’s hard.Posted By Alyson On 09.30.2010 @ 1:54 am