Entries By Amy
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reward
My reward never arrived. After being the best person I knew how to be and following all of the rules of society I still came up on the loosing end. It seems it is true that life is not fair.
Posted By amy On 03.22.2009 @ 3:36 pm
glow
the happy glow of getting ready to go find someone to carry on the numbness the infatuated glow of being bathed in someone else’s and the glow of the humiliation after
Posted By amy On 03.20.2009 @ 6:28 pm
grid
once i made this grid that tracked the progression of how annoying this girl i knew got over time. it plotted how each year she became so much more annoying etc. some of the lines were so high i had to extend them to the wall behind me. i used a permanant marker. this was in highschool.
Posted By amy On 03.19.2009 @ 1:41 pm
locked
unlock this chastity belt that i have put on. let me go explore the others i had left behind. and when i see you down the road, i can only hope you’ll lock it once more…. until you are ready for me to be your whore.
Posted By amy On 03.17.2009 @ 1:00 pm
specific
not PAcific, people. That is one of my pet peeves. And who’s v. whose. I’m a real grammar nerd. Can’t even use text speak. Spelling matters. Took a onesie back that someone had given to my son. It said Who’s pawprints are these. Uh-uh. Ain’t gonna happen.
Posted By Amy On 03.16.2009 @ 10:52 am
you specifically said that i was your forever girl. you specifically said you loved me more then any other girl. you specifically said i was so sweet and you specifically said i was a good person. so why did you say specifically say you’d never date me again?
Posted By amy On 03.15.2009 @ 8:28 pm
sometimes you have to be specific about things. straight to the point. no need to deviate or hesitate. say what you mean and mean what you say. simple. specific.
Posted By amy On 03.15.2009 @ 6:48 pm
startled
why wouldn’t it be normal to be startled at 5 in the morning? of course that’s your breaking up time. always has been. and obviously you don’t always need alcohol to do it.
Posted By amy On 03.14.2009 @ 7:57 am
under
i feel you under me as we ride the waves of pain. we had our highs and we had our lows. and when we crashed into each other, we hit rock bottom. i want to be pulled up again.
Posted By amy On 03.10.2009 @ 11:41 am
scarf
Julia opened the gift box hesitantly. She was expecting another awful gift from Randall but to her surprise the box contained a beautiful silk scarf in all the colors of the rainbow. Julia’s face broke out in a radiant smile as she turned to Randall with hand outstretched.
Posted By Amy On 07.17.2008 @ 12:30 pm
warm and plushy, I love the feeling of it around me….too tight. it can suffocate serpentine comfort, protection for the most sacred organ, the voice
Posted By Amy On 07.17.2008 @ 11:11 am
distract
i get distracted easily. i like to watch tv and text and maybe go online when in relaity i should be doing hw. i have a lot of hw right now and yet here i am on this website just writing random shit. ha. i am so easily distracted with life. i dont know where i want my life to head towards but yet here i am. here i am. im trying to life life.
Posted By Amy On 09.20.2009 @ 11:44 am
I use music to distract myself, usually. Though sometimes I use violent films, sex, alcohol or food. But it’s usually loud, raucous, angry music. If there’s nobody in the house, it’s turned up to 11, and I do something ridiculous like clean my room whilst doing it.
Posted By amy On 09.20.2009 @ 11:05 am
guided
I am misguided. I need a guide, someone whose strong mind and strong arms will show me the way. I am blinded in need of it, by the anger and hate.
Posted By Amy On 09.18.2009 @ 8:46 pm
paintbrush
A paintbrush creates new colours; pink, blue, red, green no magnolia again
Posted By Amy On 09.18.2009 @ 4:56 am
I went to the garage and picked up my paintbrush. It was covered in cobwebs and spiders so i had to go to the store and get another one. When I got home I realized that all I had were paintbrushes and no paint. So i decided to smoke a cigarette.
Posted By Amy On 09.17.2009 @ 3:59 pm
penny
I caught a penny once, it fell from the sky or a roof or a bird or something. I never told anyone about it and I had forgotten about it until now. I really do believe that pennies are lucky.
Posted By Amy On 09.17.2009 @ 6:37 am
I wish I had a golden penny that you could buy whatever you wanted with it, wouldn’t that be great.
Posted By Amy On 09.17.2009 @ 6:05 am
shower
comforting, clean, water. it feels cold, or hot depending on my mood. i feel re-born after a long shower. there is nothing about it to dislike. afterwards I always feel like taking a nap, curled up in blankets and a robe. showers. spring showers outside. they make the flowers grow and you can lean your head back to feel the rain on your face.
Posted By amy On 09.15.2009 @ 10:54 am
logical
it would seem logical to me that you would first put your socks on and then your shoes. however silly it may seem, he believed the opposite to be true and thought the sock should go on the outside, after the shoe. that is why he is not allowed outside until i help him dress.
Posted By amy On 09.12.2009 @ 6:36 am
logical is when you think in definitives. no gray in between black and white, it is simple and simply put. It is clear and concise, not challenged by motive or feeling or abstractions like that
Posted By amy On 09.11.2009 @ 2:20 pm
blossom
Bad 80′s television show for kids, design used in fashion, on shoes, handbags, clothing, orange blossom tea, children can blossom, shy people can blossom, and of course flowers can blossom.
Posted By Amy On 09.10.2009 @ 5:50 pm
anxiety
Anxiety is always heightened at the beginning of the week. Collecting my thoughts and preparing for the week ahead with all of my assignments including all of y activities will surely set me over the edge. Im not looking forward to this week.
Posted By Amy On 09.08.2009 @ 8:05 am
scared. Fitzgerald has anxiety for trying to control the chaos of the world. I have anxiety for school. Crazy people get anxiety attacks… those crazy people happen to be family.
Posted By amy On 09.07.2009 @ 7:02 pm
collar
Her collar, crisp and white was a precursor to her day ahead….full of bright possibilities she stepped up her pace, determined, excited, hopeful for what the job interview would bring.
Posted By amy On 09.07.2009 @ 7:18 am
meant
what is said. the words and the heart workig together. don’t say it, live it, work it and be true to the words that form in your brain and come through your lips. what you really wanted to say but had no courage to do so. practice to convey your message.
Posted By amy On 01.04.2009 @ 6:53 am
hover
People hover over me all the time. They hover in my business. They hover in my relationships. They simply hover. How is it that MY life is so extraordinarily exciting that everyone must hover? I certainly don’t find it to be so.
Posted By Amy On 12.03.2008 @ 6:53 am
held
I am held to a higher level of accountability. Why is that? Why is it that so many others can get away with murder, but if I breathe wrong, it’s my head on a platter? Held accountable…that’s why. I allow myself to be responsible for my actions.
Posted By Amy On 11.24.2008 @ 5:31 am
