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mind plays tricks shows one part of it, then the curtains change to reveal a completely different room you can bring a flashlight but you’ll only see one part of the picture at a time wish i could see the whole picture

Posted By Ander On 02.02.2011 @ 11:23 pm

white pale streets ocean line waves horizon love love self-growth

Posted By Ander On 01.20.2011 @ 12:43 pm

listen to me. Listen to me. LISTEN TO ME!

the voice in my head tells them.

but instead, I patiently, loving look into their eyes and ask them more about what they’re telling me.

Listening but not speaking is like carrying about heavy weights all day.

Posted By Ander On 01.05.2011 @ 12:54 am

I want to live in a solid community of people who are close and love each other.

But, after I get to love someone, they move out.

Breaks my heart over and over. How much can I take?

Posted By Ander On 01.03.2011 @ 1:06 am

She is rejecting me because she THINKS I’m judging her about her alcoholism. She always thinks people are judging her, and then she withdraws. She isn’t open to making friends with the newest roommate because she thinks they are also judging her.

Arg!

Posted By Ander On 12.22.2010 @ 12:35 am

I take my optimism for granted. I think I can claim credit for it. Then I speak to my brother and I see I am very lucky to be such a positive person.

Posted By Ander On 12.20.2010 @ 8:57 pm

circles overlap identities collide combine spectrum no more no more lines just blobs floating my label is not on here i fit under another category at least i belong somewhere

Posted By Ander On 11.28.2010 @ 4:00 pm

firewood lumber leaves ink-free cardboard grass clippings

free free free all we need need need our garden, our home.

Posted By Ander On 11.12.2010 @ 11:23 pm

uncertainty about my gender identity is just about killing me.

i feel about as confused about myself as people do when they look at me.

i just want to learn to love myself!

Posted By Ander On 11.11.2010 @ 9:07 pm

customer service at a small coffee shop.

Sometimes I love it so much because I make so many authentic friendships. Other times I feel I have manipulated the person by making them feel like I’m interested in them. Morally, this doesn’t feel okay with me.

Posted By Ander On 11.10.2010 @ 7:08 pm

“How many of you present different versions of yourselves in different parts of your lives?”

My hand sure went straight up. So did everyone else’s.

Posted By Ander On 11.05.2010 @ 9:30 pm

I think I want to spend my life growing food.

It just seems like such an important task. And I feel so eager to fulfill the responsibility of improving land I am stewarding.

I want to spend my life growing food.

Posted By Ander On 11.03.2010 @ 7:22 pm

the barenaked baby child plays in the mud

his family watch him, seeing an adorable baby girl

he is, but one day he will change

such is the life of nudists with a transsexual child

Posted By Ander On 07.04.2010 @ 8:06 pm

I love dancing. I learned the waltz when I was a kid. And by that I mean I learned how to step to the 1-2-3 beat. But I really want to learn other kinds of partner dancing. I want to learn contact improv! That seems like a skill that could be used in lots of different situations.

I’m the kid at the back of the room at a concert or dance party dancing up a storm by myself. I’m in the shadows rocking out for myself only. If i could partner dance, I could share that joy with another person.

Posted By Ander On 06.20.2010 @ 12:40 pm