Entries By Azure
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This will not wither. In a way I see him as a lamb, a lion, a trickster who could stand to be more disciplined, focused, and confident in his natural gifts, which are as potent as the shadows that play across his bottom lip. And he’s my drug of choice whenever he chooses to arm himself with determination and purpose.Posted By Azure On 03.10.2013 @ 6:06 pm
Hands sweating and heart beating Hermione watch in horror as they dragged Jamie out for trial. Jamie didn’t speak. He didn’t answer their questions. He plead innocent (he was innocent), but he didn’t speak. He didn’t defend himself.
He was declared guilty for the murder of three student and was dragged away to a fate worse than death, all to protect the real culprit.
And still, he did not speak.Posted By Azure On 09.22.2012 @ 9:27 am
I can write forever about the rain. Rainy days are completely comforting. I’m a firm believer in Sarah kay’s quote ” rain will wash away everything if you let it.” when my life is too much to handle, I’ll strip down to my bones and veins and heart and let the rain wash my veins and cleanse the buildup of doubt. My soul gets so heavy sometimes, and only rain will sufficiently clean me up.Posted By Azure On 03.30.2012 @ 8:56 pm
My fireplace has never been used. Just like the majority of functional things in my house. We have an entire room of pretty things that have never been used. A couch that’s never been sat on, and my favorite blanket which has never been snuggled. I tried to use it as a child, and my mom sent me to my room without dinner. That’s when it first hit me that I was an item in that room, and that I’m just meant to be pretty, but never touched.Posted By Azure On 12.23.2011 @ 2:20 pm
The view’s great from up here. I can see absolutely everything from an outsider’s perspective. I see my regrets and why they’re silly. I see my irrational reactions. I see my most embarrassing moments, and how they don’t matter. I see how unreasonably unhappy I was, and I see how there are so many bigger reasons to let myself be happy.Posted By Azure On 12.09.2011 @ 12:59 pm
I deserve this. All of it. I deserve all of the happiness that has been filtering though my life, because I am a good person. I have lived for three years with only fleeting happiness and now it’s finally here to say. I just need to remember that I deserve all of this. Every. Single. Second.Posted By Azure On 12.05.2011 @ 3:38 pm
I hate it when people say emotionally stable or unstable. The reality is, we’re all unstable because if a gust of awfulness comes our way, we’re all going to fall apart. The real term should be based on if you’re capable of building yourself up from the wreckage.Posted By Azure On 12.02.2011 @ 8:47 pm
I love drawing city skylines. I could draw them forever, because I feel like I’m creating hundreds of lives that are intertwined at the tip of my pen. Buildings are really very ugly, but when the sun sets and all you see is a shadow, skylines are absolutely breathtaking.Posted By Azure On 11.29.2011 @ 1:38 pm
Marble cake reminds me of myself. Everything about me is in back and white. I imagine my life as a black and white movie. I love or hate everything, and if there’s any gray or unclarity, my life falls to pieces. That’s what you are to me. The gray of my life, blurring all of my edges, and ruining my marble cake. But you know what? Everything still tastes good blended together.Posted By Azure On 11.27.2011 @ 7:14 pm
I live my life by a set of rules. A set of rules I have created to get the reaction I want from the people I want. I realized lately that my rules are causing my anxiety disorder, and I’m eating myself alive for every bit of control I can fathom. I need to let go.Posted By Azure On 11.20.2011 @ 5:54 pm